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Happy Birthday Daniel. ;)

2011-01-02T00:17:00.001+08:00

Hi Muhammad Daniel Bin Anuar,
Happy 18th Birthday! Dah legal age. hahahahhaa. Anw, hope you enjoy your day. May you pass your license asap. Tell your nenek takmo blanje makan lahr. hahaha. Dah tue de, hahahah. Eeeeeeee, tap ttp manis. Eh? hahahah. kay be a good boy k, STOP SMOKING.

Apologies for accessing your blog without your permission, as well as posting too. I just wanted you to feel special on your special day. Sorry too for not revealing myself on the phone the earlier part. Sorry for disturbing you while you're working. I called you up exactly at 12 but you didnt pick up. Sorry if I disturbed you and caused you to pick up the phone while working :/

Okay end of story. Once again, Happy Birthday Danny. ;)

Rashiqah.

btw, i adjusted ur blog time to the correct timing alr. HEHE sorry yea for adjusting your blog time as well as posting somethng on your blog without your permission.

2010-07-08T09:42:00.001+08:00

hye!! im in class right now. but we are not studying. we are celebrating my class mate's birthday, her name is jessica. how cool is that? go school but in the end never study. haha. poot. anw im still sick. i have trouble breathing. i think its time i stop smoking. ts just a waste of money, health, time and family. im really semangat nak stop smoking tauu. anyone please help me? heehee. i need people to stop me if not i syok sendirik continue to smoke. heehee. :) anw i gtg. want to and eat birthday cake. goodbye and take care.

ganbadimas achit! haha. :)

2010-05-15T18:25:00.000+08:00

harro. :) i miss you, i love you. do u miss me? or love me? if so do tag at my chatbox. :)

2010-05-10T13:10:00.000+08:00

An eye in a triangle, obsolete in an angle.
like this, love this.
i dont care, coz i cant bear.
the consequences of illuminati, that may cause u to mati...

anw today is really a bad day for me. its just noon and all sorts of awful things have happen to me. i dont know if my luck will get any better. firstly the start of class already i clumsily dirtied my shirt. after that during lecture i was scolded by my director for being noisy. when i and my friends were noisy as a whole. and now i lost my handphone. haiss. really fuck up sia. why is this happening? i guess its just cobaan. poot. anw i have been sick for the pass few days. didnt went to the doctor as i dont want to trouble my parents. sometimes feeling like passing out. blurred vision. unsteady steps. im worried. what if anything happends? i dont want to trouble my parents. how? i dont know. you know? good. i like you. u very good. hmm. since i have spare time i update lohr. but i guess its kinda boring since blog is kinda dead and my tagboard is also kinda dead since no one is tagging me. poot.

2010-04-27T14:27:00.000+08:00

hello there. im currently in class. its free period now. today i end school at 5. walao. so late. and tmr must wake up at 8. tiring u know. my school dah jaoh. nasib ade motor. haha. cheyy. macam paham jekk aku. anw ignore the malay languange part. hehe. so i know i have not been updating for a long time. been busy with life. anw how are u guys? im fine. just that i need to work to pay fine. haha. everyday after school must rush to work. its very tiring. haiss. anw, ill update bout my life. school's been rather fun. its nice to be in a new atmosphere with new friends. i find it rather easy to cope. as my course dont have any fuck shit maths in it. hahaha. anw sorry for the foul languange. heehee. anw i love my mum. i know im being random, but i just wanna say that. hehs. i love my dad too! :)

do u love ur mother and father?
do u believe that eating cockroaches's penis will make u a genius?
do u believe that digging ur nose will cause lady luck to smile?

hahaha.

Achit Random~

2010-04-06T21:22:00.000+08:00

This is my new haircut. like it? hate it? well. i just dont care. i like it so why shouldnt u? haha.

2010-03-30T15:09:00.001+08:00

A few days back, I had this dream.
&I wonder why i dreamt of it.

Gee. The ironic thing is, that dream was supposed to be a HAPPY one.
But i woke up with a tear at the corner of my eye.

Seriously, Why eh?

^^

2010-03-08T20:13:00.000+08:00

i am simply not ready for any relationship. its not good to be with someone when u dont love them. hehe.

2010-03-03T06:19:00.001+08:00

Wanna always feel the sand the sea the marine life on your feet? well simply buy this amazing slippers! XD

2010-03-01T01:30:00.000+08:00

i look around, looking for someone. searching. yet she is nowhere to be found. every corner i turn someone is there wanting me, longing me. yet she is not the one. every crack i peek, every hole i dig. she is not there. where could she be? in the depths of hell? in the depths of someone's crack. where? i ask. where? oh there you are. come here. come right here in my arms. feel my warmth. hear my heartbeat. hear it closely. does it beat simultaneously with your heart? if it does. then. your. the. one. for. me. i love you linda. mazlinda bte ramdzan. XP

Heeeeee :D

2010-02-19T23:30:00.000+08:00

Heyy readers ,

Reen here . I'm updating for Achit . What the hell ? Lazy right that ding dong . Haha ! Okayy . Whatever . Hmm .. Seriously my mind is blankkkk ~ Way blank to even update for him . *sighs* . Wait , if you're bored reading his blog , read mine then . Okay ?

My blog:D

Mine is wayy better then his . Blogger's honour (:
So yeaa , I'm outta here . Damn .

-xoxo

Reena .

Ehh achit , turon BLSS cepat2 ngn dorang . I'm waiting to meet up with you guys ^^

babi

2010-02-01T20:28:00.000+08:00

i'm being a freaking kind girl to update for him . i don't know what to say ~ all i know is , i'm currently chatting with him (:
ANDDDDD
I saw him just now at Cosy :D
Woah , it's been a long time since we bumped into each other . okay what shit . i don't know what to update already (:
i'll make sure he update every week by HIMSELF . wootsz ! i likeee ! (:

OKAYYYYYYYY
BYE :D

you're so cute like a pig .
HAHAHA
kembang tk ? HAHAHA .

2010-01-26T01:39:00.000+08:00

Hye people. please talk your time to listen to this song. i know alot of people would just ignore music vids on blogs but please do take your time and listen to this song. its very meaningful for me. thank you.

2010-01-25T11:41:00.000+08:00

This is me:

You are a big thinker. You easily take the large, long view of almost any topic. You are comfortable juggling myriad facts. You tend to synthesize material easily and to think in webs of factors, not straight lines. You are imaginative and enjoy theorizing.

You are also socially savvy. You are good at both talking and listening. And you generally read people's faces, body postures and tone of voice accurately, so you tend to intuitively understand what people want and need.

You are also highly compassionate. You care deeply about others. So you sometimes make personal sacrifices to be a supportive friend or colleague. And you like to work to improve the world. Sometimes you sacrifice alot and tend to get hurt by others.

You enjoy new ideas and novel experiences. You are flexible, affable and open to adventure. And you admire impulsive, spontaneous people, despite your tendency to plan ahead.

You dislike conflict. You seek "win-win" solutions. And with your skill as a negotiator, you adeptly bring peace to the chaotic world around you. You are a warm, insightful and often exciting companion.

This is a short write up who i am. so people who don't know me well, here goes. this is how i really am. this is my character and my behavior. if you agree with what is stated about myself it means you really do know me. but if you seems abit flustered or unsure whether what is written above is me, that just show how much you guys don't know me.

Love is beautiful
The end of a love story is
Death (read this twice for the line above and below)
its a wonderful thing..

Finally, i dont believe dreams will come true
It feels like i've been touched by a devil..

2010-01-24T20:04:00.000+08:00

In life i must expect people to disappoint me.

You almost have to expect it not just because it is a way for the world to disappoint you but because it's the only way not to get hurt.

If you expect people to disappoint you then you never expect them to do anything that wont let you down- i learned this the hard way.

You don't expect to be remembered, loved, cherished, cared for, spoken to or acknowledged, its better this way.

Likewise when the world does shit on your head, everyone turns against you or you find everyone or someone really special you loved never loved you at all, it really is no surprise.

When you discover friends are something that are only around when your happy or you have things that you can do for them, its OK. When you understand you are only in their life till something better comes along - you cry less.

When you find your secrets trusted to friends have found their way to the nearest billboard or gossip mill you learn to walk alone and in silence.

When you have then learned the worlds cruelest, hard gut wrenching survival skill in learning to expect people to disappoint you, you will cry less and you will be hurt much MUCH less-er.

When you loved someone and you thought that person loved you, you may find later that they don't at all or it didn't last. when this happens you will cry every night when you miss them, you will be hurt, you will fell alone, you will feel devastated, you will look at their picture in between tears, i learnt this the hard way. so dont expect anything in life so you wont be disappointed.

My special day i have learnt not to expect, now i just accept what may come.
My special one i still havent learnt and i still want to hold on but if life disappoints you n hurt you, why should i hold on? the reason is simple, its because love is a wonderful and strong feeling. its hard to let go someone you loved. if someone can just get over a person they say 'i love you' it just proves that was not love. but if you cant forget someone over even little but precious things. now that is what i call true love. people can say what i'm saying is bullshit but that just shows how narrow-minded and immature you are about love. love is not about sex and bodily pleasure. its about a deep bond you have with someone you loved. i can go on blabbing about love but i know that no one ain't gonna read this so it's okay. i just want to say my point is love is true for me. it ain't a joke nor a toy. people who hurt others feelings is just bad. i may have hurt others in the past. but now i'm just someone who expects life n people i love to disappoint me so i wont be hurt too much.

tata.

2010-01-18T06:44:00.001+08:00

Even though you say u love me i'm still worried, don't ask me why, ask my heart..

2010-01-16T23:31:00.000+08:00

yoha! hye, just came back from WOK, oops, i mean WORK, quite tiring but okay lahrr. anw work today was quite boring. kene bully lahr dikatekan, manager kind of biased but supervisor gerek oi! even though his age is twice of mine, he is a very down to earth guy. work is enjoyable if he is around. :) anw todae in d morning i went to school with rascal for the cca open house. it was kinda boring but at least i get to see all my friends. miss u guys bodoww. anw i just got to know someone. i tot he/she just transfered to boonlay coz i have never seen her before. but apparently he/she have been a boonlayian for 3 years. haha. this just show how potek i am. hahaha. anw for me ncc just now was quite a dissapointment as i felt it was the worse cca open house they did. so slack in school here n there. OM Chan SauSau is a very sapalak man, he just now suddenly bang into me n stare. funny sia him. want to step YP oni. umor da nak MAMPOS uat hal nak MAMPOS uhrr. hahaha. but yeahh, he was cute uhrr with his short pants similar to fbt. quite sexy i should say. haha. jk only.

anw another short para here aite. i wanna say im kinda worried bout someone, he/she say things that means 1 thing but he/she did the opposite of the thing mentioned. so im kinda worried coz tah ehk. hehs. okay i will end it here. n to guest next time put your name lahr. i also want to know who tag me. apadah. :)

OM Chan SauSau walking off~

RUN!!!!!!!!!! 1 Minute left!!!! Xp

2010-01-07T03:45:00.000+08:00

You can close ur eyes to things u don't want to see or
You can stuff ur ears to things u dont want to hear but
You can't close your heart to things you don't want to feel.

2010-01-04T14:31:00.000+08:00

hello. i would say on 2nd jan, it was an obviously masam manis experience for me. firstly i quarreled with my parents cause they wanted to celebrate it with me as a family but due to my keluaran, i cant, secondly, i was fucking insulted, humiliated and scolded by my fucking 15 year old cousin and his dad. bullshit aint it. just go die lahr. thirdly i was hold back due to some people 'requesting' we played till 10pm whereas i beforehand had told my fucking 15 year old cousin i gtg at 6 due to my gd fren, kiki birthday party, yet my fucking 15 year old cousin has the cheek to curse me and didnt allow me to go home. wow, nice going there my 15 year old cousin. what kind of cousin is he? firstly he chose a fucking stupid day to hold a keluaran, he caused me to quarreled with my parents, also he scolded me, humiliated me and cursed me in front of my frens when he's like, let me remind u, 15. also let me say again, he hold me back when i had to leave, wow, i can say that he gave me the BEST BIRTHDAY PRESENT EVER!! hahs. feel the sarcasm peeps. hehs.

anw the sweet part of the day was my frens remembered my birthday! :) he, as long as people who are dear to me dont forget my birthday, that's satisfying for me, and i was shocked by hadhinah as i didnt expect any present from friends just like always but she proved me wrong. wow. she really put a smile on my face. hehs. not forgetting my close friends who wished me repeatedly and so called layan2 me and helped me take food, thanks vitrun. another person was syed nasri who wished me alot of times and messaged me a birthday wished again. hehe. mus gile or aqi is also another funny person, i bought a packet of sweet, he asked for one, i gave him, and he gave me back while saying 'happy birthday and here is ur present'. haha. ape saje seii. but yeahh friends like these always put a smile on my face.

i would like to list down who wished me a happy birthday yeahh. this are the peeops who really made my day, and who didnt nvm..

it is in no order just who came to my mind FIRST!

adilah :D
vitrun! :)
atotsy :)
siti musyarrafah! :)
syukri highlight! :)
syed nasri! :)
rahman juvenile! :)
luqman/ca/kamikaze! :)
hafiz siao WEL WEL~ :)
juraimee jumat! :)
sharul rafizi! :)
syazrul hakim :)
syarmimie roza!
kak nana
kak lina
kak azura
kak juli
hweehwee/cakee
amirah ex JYPS
haryani
yasniza mohd
irni hernani
syiqin roslan
nasri kaki gerek
sarmira dancer
rashiqah fierce dad!
shulaiha!
shiqah kaki gerek
liyana lily!
sukaianah es JYPS
luqman/amok
quraishah ex JYPS
zubir zabir
hazyq parker
muhaimin amin
fatihah salleh
han gates
eugene
hadzwani suare cute
istaman
wasi mohd ex JYPS
ramadhan ex JYPS
nadhirah ex JYPS

so yeahh. these are the peeps. i just wanna say thank you to every single one of the peeps above as ur wish is GREATLY APPRECIATED, let me repeat GREAT APPRECIATED. thank you so much and you guys made my day! :D

2009-12-30T08:17:00.000+08:00

just wanna say sorry to you because my handphone mati tengah jalan. hehe. harap ur not angry. k bye. gtg! :)

2009-12-29T03:55:00.000+08:00

hello there peeps! :) right now the time is 4am and i cant sleep. haha. my blogger is screwed up and cant get the time right. dongdong. anw im currently chatting with someone special. ^^ guess who?? oh come on, just guess lahr. haha.
no.. its not mr giam.
no.. its not mr rahim
no.. its not rawkkkstar
definately a big NO! its not MUHAIMIN
oh come on. is that the best u can guess? blueks. ur not good.
its... cannot tell. blueks!
haha. anw im looking forward to meet you au. :)
so i guess thats all i have for today. hee.

muhaimin shaving off~ (OOPS! i mean SIGNING off. XD)

2009-12-28T01:32:00.000+08:00

Hie, its been a long time since i updated. haha. seems like i have a friend that helped me update my blog. haha. anw thx adilah for keeping my blog up. :) hoho.

so alot have happened and i dont know what to talk about because its hard to put everything together. aite. anw 2009 almost at its end and its gonna be 2010. wow. how fast is that. haha. also it seems that quite a number of people is not happy with my decision but she respects my decision and i hope other people too.

im saying this directly to you, yeah YOU, if you dont know me please lahr, please dont talk. bullshits coming out of your mouth is clearly not the way i am. you need time to get to know me so dont act like you know me when its been like only a few weeks. also this paragraph is not a continuation of the paragraph above so dont be mistaken peeps. anw i may appear pompous to you but nahh, that just proof how much you dont know me. people who have been with me a long time know my attitude and it is clearly not what you projected from your cesspool mouth. it takes only a retard to dechiper all the apocryphal scuttlebutt you have said about me. anw im saying this in the most solicitous manner. so please, i repeat dont mistook this for any sarcasm or revolt. thank you. and please i do not want to fisticuffs. :)

ANW, these sat is a special day. and i dont look forward to it. know why? because i have learnt to never hope for the best. always hope for the worse so that when the truth comes, it wont be as hard as when you hope for the best. haha. can you imagine, 10 years of your school life and you only get two ******* for your ********, haha, it hurts because you thought you are loved by your friends but reality sunk in and it says a big fat NO. haha. but friends who really love you do come by and im lucky now to have wonderful friends but yet why do i feel empty on that particular day of each passing year? now that is a question that i myself cant answer. i do not know the answer to the question. maybe just maybe deep down inside me i just wish that i can have that great awesome amazing jubilant exasperating experience when i get a warm feeling from friends and family but sadly i dont get it and i cant achieve it alone, no, that's impossible. just a crazy bitch can achieve that experience on their own and sincerely do love that moment. oh come on, what the hell am i talking about, this is all jibberish, haiss. anw friends do ponder and rack your brains out to know what im talking about in this paragraph. only people who know me well can understand. haiss. that day, that 'special' day, oh how im not looking forward to it because i know, its just gonna make me feel empty, desolate and alone. hahs.

RAWKSTAR SIGNING OFF~

XD

updating for him AGAIN

2009-12-26T22:23:00.001+08:00

am updating for him again i have no idea why. oh wait i know why. :D:D cos seriously i am freaking bored. achiit, dont make me update your blog again cos i swear your blog will be my blog if i'll continue to update your blog regularly. nevermind, wont blame him. have to blame me for being bored aaaaaaaall the time. thank you boredom-.- so how? 9 MORE DAYS TO SCHOOL LEH! sec 4's going to ITE can ah "relek relek", yang kita ni? the still-in-secondary-school-lah-deh students? :( 9 MORE DAYS to hell. i mean for me ah. HAHAHA ok seriously i have to stop here. i cant continue on. and i cant update for him everytime. ok everytime? wth? i updated for him twice only-.- -.- so yeah, i cant.. later it'll become my blog instead of achiit's. so please achiit at least spare some time to update your dead blog. ok NOW its not dead since i've "revived" your blog for you so yeah no need to worry. but for upcoming days, please do update lah gundu. ok? ok dah bye.

:D

2009-12-21T00:49:00.001+08:00

:) im updatting achit's blog and i seriously dunno why i'm doing this for him. hehehe, achit, you owe me big time ah. senang kate delete sudah ni blog. bile ade mood baru blog eh, ape saje tau. hahaha. ok so ... i seriously have no idea what to talk about. ok nevermind. kite buang mase ye?

waduh, this is serious shit man. I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO TALK ABOUT. -.- -.- -.- so achit, how are you? holiday gerek? dah mkn? dah minum air? ok dah wtv, achit you owe me har. heheh :D:D i loike. ok so im going now. bye sayangzzzzz! =.= siul

2009-11-24T23:57:00.000+08:00

Grad Night. Some pics. lazy to update the rest. haha. :)

2009-11-22T23:34:00.000+08:00

ehk hie. juz wanna say i donno want to go grad night tmr or not. im scared uhr. the clothes im wearing tmr is transparent. thats y. haha. k dats all. tc evryone.

I SYG U ~

2009-10-25T03:47:00.000+08:00

YO!

Sorie i have not been around for so long. juz bz wif life. actualie i hav alot to share rite now. but... i donno how to some up a few months events in juz a short post. haha. so anw O lvl have come. seems juz lyk yesterday i was a freshman in boonlay sec. bt believe or not. kejam kelip, im goin to take my O lvl examination this coming monday. haha. when d time comes i must leave boonlay, thats gonna be painful for me. on top of missing boonlay sec, my friends and all, im sure gonna miss one single specific girl name.... nyeeet! cnt tell. muahahahaha. anw i dont want to think toooo far ahead. juz slowly handle what may comes. heehee. okay! i cant sleep now n im hungry. so anybody want teman me? lol. by d time anyone reads diz post im gonna b dozing off in lala land. anw i had a weird dream that day. i dreamt i could fly. n i flew around n met some of my friends. when i woke up i was in cold sweat. even though the dream was not scary. i felt scared n alone. weird rite? haha. so d next dae i told my dad bout it n he said, its dangerous if u dream u could fly coz it means ur soul left ur body n travel around town. haha. well, i was spooked sekejap jee. hahs. anw nxt sun goin sungai api2 wif pakara as some of them want to fish while others want to go adventure! wohhoooo! okayy i know all of diz are random but.. at least i update rite? haha. k gtg n tc peeps n oh yeahh. gd luck all my friends for our fucking Os. haha.

i still cant get over u
still missing u
still loving u
still wanting u
n lastly still waiting for u lahr kerbau.

2009-07-14T22:18:00.003+08:00

somebody called me a monkey for simply holding and taking care of his earpiece in his absence. i asked dat somebody whether i can borrow his earpiece. he a-llow-ed but in the end when i want to return he was nowhere to be seen. check2 he went out already to meet his friends. and then he still have the cheek to say im a monkey. wth. what kind of society are we living in? people are getting primitive as they grow. wth. it really hurts to be called a monkey. a human being aint a monkey even though we evolved from them. if u really want to see monkey i can bring u to the zoo. there u can see plenty of monkeys. lol. anw i bought a new/old phone. haha. k gtg tc guys. n tmr's there cs! woots i kinda love going to cs lesson now. dont know y. anw do u know the meaning of pompous? well i dont until i was called one. haha. so bad. trying to accustomed myself in this languange and i was called being pompous. wth. haha. k gd bye n tc. :)

Achit seorang yg pemalas.

2009-07-09T20:48:00.000+08:00

Achit && Ateetot ;D

Heeloooo ! Achit is LAZY to update his blog. So i'm here to keep his blog alive.

I don't know what he did today. Had tons of fun being crazy with him. So let the pictures above give u a glimpse of what had happened. Bye ! Thank you ;D

Ateetot / Nuratiqah ;D

2009-07-08T19:26:00.000+08:00

Another Short post for today. Enjoying grandma's Laksa & cereal prawn & currently craving for MacD's Cinnamon Melts. Lol. Seriously random. Homework not done & im laid back at home. Cool or what?! As if 'O' Levels next year. DAN! Wake up damn it.

guess what? im bored. come come, you all read la the things below k.

#1;
Tersebutlah suatu kisah dimana si isteri telah meluahkan rasa tidak puas hatinya pada si suami yang berbunyi lebih kurang begini..

Isteri: Apalah abang nie. Asalkan kawan abang datang, abang mesti cakap rumah abang, kereta abang, TV abang, sofa abang. Tak adil lah macam nie. Asik-asik abang aje.
Suami: La.. Abis ayg nak cakap macam mana?
Isteri: Abang cakap la, rumah kita. Kereta kita. TV kita. Sofa kita. Bukankah semua harta benda nie hak milik kita bersama.
Suami: Ahhh. Iye lah. Iyelah..
Isteri: Hmm.. Abang dari tadi lagi terhegeh-hegeh cari apa?
Suami: Haa.. Ada awak nampak.. Seluar dalam KITA...???
Isteri: %#@**^&%#@

#2;
Ali sedang bersiar-siar di bandar. Tiba-tiba dia terpandang sahabatnya, Abu, yang telah sekian lama tidak ditemuinya.

Ali : Dah 5 tahun kita tak jumpa. Apasal aku tengok engkau kurus sangat?
Abu : Mana tak nya. Isteri aku tu garang sangat. Macam harimau.
Abu : Eh aku tengok engkau pun kurus macam aku juga. Apasal?
Ali : Isteri aku tu lagi garang, hari hari mau ! (hari-mau)

anw credits to the post above coz hehe. im lazy to type. so it was kinda CUTE n PASTE. ehk CUT. haha. ANW MJ'S DEAD N IM LIKE SAD COZ I GREW UP KNOWING,LOVING,LOOKING UP TO HIM BUT SUDDENLY HIS DEATH CAME LIKE BOOM CIPAPCOM PREET POOT. VERY SUDDEN. N BTW HE DIED ON 25 JUNE DUE TO CARDIAC ARREST NOT DUE TO OVERDOSE N NOT ON 26 JUNE. JUST TO CLEAR UP SOME MISUNDERSTANDING.

BYE.

2009-06-29T20:44:00.000+08:00

Hell-O!

hye. school just reopens. kinda boring. as the first 2 days of the week are pack with fuck up lesson. aiyyoyyo. anw actually im lazy to update. but coz someone name ABY told me to update. must do uhr. if not ltr she bite me. lol!! haha. aby klu bace nie jgn mrh yeahh. anw life is boring. i still sickk after like so longg.

anw i hate u. u noe who u r. wakakakaka. haha. anw i miss someone. u guys/gals noe who? i miss mr giam. cheyy. k lame. k im bored. hahaha.
anw hope swine flu cases in singapore sky-rocket till school have to be closed down. hahaha.

anw i miss 'MISAMA LULU BEAR' hahahaha. :(

anw im hungry. haha.

anw i want sleep at someones house.

anw i like someone name start with d. guess who. daniel of coz. cheyy.

anw suhedah gile. wakakakaka. tkt kude kepang ehk? hahaha.

anw...

Up up n away~

2009-06-16T14:06:00.006+08:00

Hell-O!

last sat went to musya's older sister birthday party at ecp. there was alot of people there. it was very fun. so lets just have a look at the pics aite. anw to mia, surely in this pic u cn noe which is me yeahh.

i met my old fren at ecp. haha. :)

cute rite. wakaka.

yasniza mcging also keep smiling. siao. haha.

musya maciam phm.

Up up n away~

2009-06-12T14:39:00.000+08:00

Hell-o!

hello. a lot have been happened this past few days. i just don't know how to elaborate n mush everything together. so i would just say important stuffs.

i have finally decided which course i am interested to go to after O levels. it is media and communication. basically this course has a direct link to tv studios n such like mediacorp.

been going out with a bunch of people this holidays. lets sum up the people, banzai, rascals n a few more people. I've notice that its been a long time since i went out or spent time with my friends:vitrun,syazrul,nasri,haiqal,luqman. is it i neglect them or they neglect me? hmm. lets answer that qns. nah. i dont want to. it will ruffle up some people's feathers.

ok. about the kude kepang. if there is anyone out there that is offended or hates kude kepang. im sorry about that. kude kepang is for entertainment but if you hate it so much, just don't watch it. anw next week saturday satrio's gonna have a showcase. the location is not yet fixed. so who is interested to watch. contact me ok.

basically i want to say, i think i hate girls, not literally. so girls out there pls do not be offended. i just hate CERTAIN girls not the whole clan of girls out there. so yeah. news keep bombarding me these few days. haha. some very funny. others are just plain fuck up.

anw this paragraph is for akiyo. i just wanna say sorry for the girl thing. i was just joking. being with me for 4 years surely u shud noe my attitude. i thought u knew me better but apparently not. it was just a joke. jokes that is meant to hurt have been used by us;vitrun,syazrul,nasri,luqman, have been used a lot of times. i thought u would be accustomed to these jokes but apparently ur not. im just sorry if ur angry or anitin.

i want to say publicly that i love my friends. these are the few friends that mean a lot to me.

vitrunnova
syazrul
nasri
haiqal
zabir
musya
sms
atiqah cine

so yeah. if some of my friends listed here feel that i've neglected u or i peng from u like bear did. well i did not. its just that im bz n u guys too are bz rite.

to vitrun - bile mahu ahem2 sia?
to nasri - bile mahu go? be happy my fren
to shira - bile mahu go jgak? haha
to irni - last long kay..
to diyana - sorie i didnt attend ur birthday and im mute about ur birthday. anw
Happy belated Birthday yeah.

there is still a lot i want to say but just lazy.

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2009-05-26T21:21:00.000+08:00

kini kusedar siapa diriku ini

bayanganmu ku sering termimpi-mimpi

kata-katamu hanya manis dibibir

usah buat ku sering terfikir-fikir

kusedar bahawa ku COWDUNG! X(

2009-05-22T22:22:00.000+08:00

Hell-o!

its quite a long time since i updated properly. i dont want to talk much but i just want to say that exams are over but MT O lvl is coming. so kind of stressed out. anw my results are quite disappointing. but i think i can improve vastly before the major Os. k skip all shit. i now want to show to u guys kuda kepang from a group name Satrio Perkoso which is my auntie's group. the members are all my cousins. im the only one not in as my granddad strongly objects of me joining kuda kepang. if the only obstacle is my parents i dont mind. i can go against. but this is my granddad im talking bout. one who knows things no mortal normally knows. one who can flit from places to places. one who can kunci me at cause me much misery. that is why i am detered into joining. but it has not stop my passion for it. anw vitrun is now to interested in Satrio due to *ahem2*. hehs. anw let me introduce u guys to my cousins.

this is acap.

this is faisal. i think. hehe.

this is as most of u know, apoh my abg sedare.

him again.

this is apoh n ahpeng's little brother.

this is iskandar. his kuda kepang group is telong tr

this is ahpeng.

this is acap again.

ahpeng getting sebat.

apoh again

ahpeng again. haha.

ahpeng and acap.

apoh and iskandar.

the two in the front is my kak sdare. they are yaya lolli n syurah. :)

so im done telling u guys bout my cousins. i may join in the near future. but no promises. aiyo. anw ive went training with my cousins b4. so i know a wee bit how to do the silat n bunga2. hehe. anw my classmates have seen my 'performance' so how do u rate it guys? haha. some of my classmates was scared. anw i dont want continue as i maybe labeled and deemed 'world' like some people. haha. k gd bye n tata. n oh yar anw if there is a performance and u guys are interested to watch. do contact me. hee.

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2009-05-11T17:22:00.000+08:00

Hell-O!

Here are some videos. do tag which one u like the most yeah. ^^ oh and i forgot to mention. make sure to boost up the volume yeah. coz certain vids need to listen to what the person is saying to understand. so if u dont get what the vid is about. u r plain stupid to not read this. haha. :)

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liyana did this ;D

2009-05-10T16:20:00.000+08:00

well , since achit blog looks dead . let me update for him XD cheyy ! he's lazy to update -.-" anw , he's having his exam . the marking day would be on 22 may ;D ahah . i'm a friend of achit & he love to bully me -.-" let me tell you something about achit ;D

he is NICE .
caring
kind
he can be a very goooood friend of yours .

there's more actually but its going to be very long . so yeah , i'll stop here for now . gooood-bye . do TAG okay :D

2009-05-03T16:30:00.000+08:00

Hell-o!

Yesterday went out to orchard with the group below. i met two new friends. they are in the pic below. anw we met blablabla. went eat at sakura. vitrun,syazrul and i ordered fried rice. when our order came i thought the taste was gonna be bland but to my and vitrun's suprise it tasted heavenly. it was lip smacking, one plate wasnt enough. haha. anw after that aida n syakila went home. so left us boys only. so my mamapapa was picking me up at faiz plaza and i invited them to go out with my family. so had a very dizzy and rocking experience in the van. haha. vitrun literally was flung. anw we went to vivo city as i dont know why. so i n the guys split with my family for awhile and we syiok sendirik walk around. take pic here and there. met with my parents in giant. play football inside like nobody's business. anw skipskipskip. on the way back to papa's van suddenly vitrun chased nasri whilst trying to pinch him. he was also shouting 'apa colour!' in that instance my eyeballs and syazrul's met. a wicked smile then pursed from his lips. lunging his body at me, he pinched while too saying ' apa colour' my thoughts were only to behave in front of mamapapa. but being pinched by syazrul. i wanted only revenge. we was like public nuisance shouting and chasing one another. haha. unknown to us, my little bro sudais was running with us to. haha. he just wanted to be part of the group. so fat lahr he. hehe. anw after that went to eat at railway and then fetch the three boys home. HSH at 11+.

aida,syazrul,syakila,vitrun,me,nasreh

the couple behind us spoil siakk.

vitrun's 3/4 full print tee nice rite?

childish me.

bang! bang! bang!

WOW. syazrul walks on water. haha. oh i remember something. moses split the red sea. catch my drift peeps? hahahahahaha.

my pose is like nobody by wondergirls dance move sia. hahahaha.

me and syazrul syok sendirik.

monyet posing. che!! jgn marah yeh.

Syazrul Nasri Daniel Vitrun

haha.

anybody know the similarities in this pic?

after this pic was taken a caucasian lady smiled and laugh saying that was a good pose. i think. lol.

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2009-04-29T18:46:00.000+08:00

WORK YOUR PUSSY BEFORE SAYING ANYTHING.

:)

2009-04-26T21:13:00.000+08:00

i really loved u once. it seems just like yesterday, but no, what we shared cannot come back again. love cannot come and goes. it has to be nurtured slowly and it will blossom and grow into something beautiful. love is jubilant. love is erotic. love is ecstatic. love gives anyone an adrenaline rush and yet love can kill our very soul. i once felt love with her. there is a saying; it takes two hand to clap,without either hand, its not possible. i once had a loved one, now... i dont shed a single tear, physically. yet inside, under my skin. my heart is as good as dead. nothing can cure it. not sorry not worldly possesions not a replacement. not anything. nothing can cure it. so here i am writing here like a passionate writer just putting feelings into words. hah. who am i to judge myself. no one can judge me. not u not anyone not ever. heyy. what the hell am i blabbering about? i dont even know what im writing here. i feel so funny, like a spirit slowly seeping into the sky carried by the wind towards heaven.

haha. sorry my regular patrons of my blog. im feeling a wee bit wierd right now. i cant describe what im going through now. it is a bit morbid and explicit. lol. to hell with explicit. im just using words here. random words like bombastic flamboyant ubiquitous or melancholic. heyy, thats right. that word is a very good word to describe what i feel.

melancholic.

2009-04-25T22:02:00.000+08:00

A feeling of enormous pain that is more then anything imaginable. It cannot be cured by medicine, or treated by anything but time. For those that know this feeling too well, it is not a physical pain that can be described, but something deep inside. Breathing gets hard, eating becomes tasteless, and love, well, what is love anymore. You forget. Yet you remember, remember how to love, and who you love - which makes it hurt so bad. Let it go people say, but how can you. Feelings are feelings, and you love who you love.

My heart feels like it was ripped out, trampled on with spike shoes, stab 100 times, shot with a AK47 10 000 times, run down my a train, sat down by an elephant, punched by muhd ali and mike tyson 50 times each, shred into a million pieces with a cheese shredder and blown by 10 nuclear bomb.

the most depressing thing you'll ever know. when you realize that you love someone and they don't love you back. you wonder how you live the way you do, hurt, lonely, and sometimes just confused. if you ever still see that person you might try to hide your sadness, but its hard. you just want to run away and cry. sometimes you may just act angry to try to keep from being depressive, but it doesn't always work, sometimes things just get more complicated. you might get mad. you might think you hate them sometimes. but you don't, your just trying to stop loving them. well love never dies.

haiss. i guess all these is what was made by my mind. so i type it down to express everything. i know some of my friends are like me. we are in the same boat. dont feel too sad.

2009-04-15T22:37:00.000+08:00

lol? judge urself. :)

2009-04-13T22:32:00.000+08:00

Hell-o!

Today is a mix day. i do not know how to describe it. it is a fun day but at the same time a heart wrenching day. haiss.

Today a friend of mine told a piece of bad news. it was such a huge blow to me and our class, 4/7. Vitrunnova stood in front of the class during form teacher period to voice out something. before giving his announcement, he gave a huge breathe of sadness. finally after the class settle down. he said.

'i'm really heart broken, something happened and im really sad. on the 4th of july i will be leaving singapore to study abroad in australia. my father once asked me whether i wanted to study in australia but i decline as i dont feel the need to. but now i feel that by leaving here it would be good for me. i have said yes to my father about his proposal. before leaving i will be having a party, so please do come on that day as it will be the last time im gonna see you guys. i may be leaving. confirming with my parents. they seemed serious.'

this was briefly what he said. our class listened in silence and awe. i myself was shocked. being closest on my part to vitrun i didnt even see this coming. after talking i,haiqal and luqman went up to him and hugged him. i was nearly brought to tears. it felt like right then on that spot was the final moments i will ever see of him. i and haiqal nearly cried but i hold back as im a man. so im 'saving face'. but im telling everyone now that i will surely break down when he goes. our whole class was lost for words and slowly they walk out thinking was that real? it really was. someone in our class already broke down in tears due to vitrun's announcement that his going to leave. her name is atiqah syahirah. it was a really tearful moment for her. i could feel her sadness just by looking at her. losing vitrun would mean i would lose a good, no, a great friend. i only know him for 4 years but that 4 years have been a very meaningful friendship i had with him. it would truly be heart wrenching to lose a friend like him. if only it didnt happend. it wont trigger this event. haiss. vitrun please think twice. we gonna miss you terribly..

2009-04-13T19:01:00.000+08:00

Hell-O!

Hye there, beofre you watch the videos below. make sure to crank up your volume as these videos has alot to do about music and audio.

2009-04-12T01:02:00.000+08:00

Hell-O!

I know i have not been updating properly this past few days. its just that complications arise and my time here has been shriveled up to mere minutes. alot of things happened these few days, but nothing actually stands up among them. thats all.

life is like a road
some torn and weathered
while others are firm and new
each day we walk through these roads
feeling the bumps and pitfalls in it
or the pleasure of a leisure walk
walks on these roads may bring harm
it may too bring happiness
some maybe shortlived
and some also can be forever too
with these roads
anything can happen
so accept anything
that comes our way
be it good or bad
in any way
what that doesnt kill us
only makes us stronger
so it matters when we fall
and pick ourselves up again
moving on and learning
is what matters

-Muhammad Daniel B Anuar
dedicated to Muhammad Vitrunnova B Samsudin

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2009-04-10T12:42:00.000+08:00

to u guys. u know who u r. im not talking bout a person.

im talking about a group of people. are u fucking up with me?

d things dat u do, r dey on purpose or u plainly forget to do?

r u gay?

r u spiting me?

sarcasm here n there, wads its for? firestarter for another fight?

huh? wad is it u guys want? just sae it in my face come on.

dont shit wif me lahr. come on. do things siket2. loser sia.

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2009-04-06T22:33:00.000+08:00

Baby~

Y has things become lyk diz?

i miss u babe. its been like ages since we last look at one another. hmm.

Scatman Remix.

ps:ily :(

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2009-04-01T12:38:00.000+08:00

Hello!

This is the original theme song of caillou the cartoon.

This is a parody of the theme song caillou.

Tell me which one you like better. haha. k till here. :)

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2009-03-29T22:45:00.000+08:00

Hello!

A pair of syok sendirik guys dancing. lol.

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2009-03-27T21:43:00.000+08:00

Hello!

hye. today nothing much happen. only the usual stuff. only that i try to listen in chemistry lesson. and to my suprise. i finally understood what she was teaching. like after 1 month. haha. kk. did not went for prayers as i was late already. so went to class and revise on my chemistry. i wanna say thanks to tang ting hui my bestest chinese buddy throughout my years in boonlay. thanks man! he helped me alot in my studies. i like. hehe. hehs. there are also a few others that helped me vitrun,nasri n musya. especially ting hui and vitrun. thanks guy. due to this people i have improved quote from mrs catherine chan. wow. haha. compare to last year's EYE i did improve. but i'm still not satisfied. must improve much much more. so vitrun and ting hui. better be ready! hehe. the PTI was ok. teacher talked more on my pros than cons. hehe. after that went home. hee. the pic above is refering to me. getting there. just need practise. hehs.

The continuation of HEROES..

Chapter 2: heroes growing up..

Screaming at the top of their lungs. the children squirm around, up down under over around the dinner table. darting from the grasp of their caretaker. aroy,atep and sandra was orphans. since their mother died. now they are spending their childhood in an orphans home. life was sad for them. without the care, love and touch of a mother's they never felt true love from anyone. they were a troublesome group. always teaming up and causing troubles.

one sunny morning. with the sun gleaming in their face. the threesome smiled mischiveously and dart quickly towards a large angsana tree. angsana seeds scatter everywhere on the ground making random pictures and shapes. with a catapult in hand. the job was simple, aroy and atep was the shooter and sandra was the reloader. with skilled aim and steady hand. the twins let go of the elongated rubber band stretched with inhuman strength. the ammo that the devils use was paintball aimed to cause massive pain and long-term stains. moving at the speed of light with paint streaming bit by bit behind it. the 'bomb' hit their target with pin-point accuracy. one hit a fellow orphan in the stomach. causing the victim to yelp in pain and roll on the ground like a dog. while another burst 0.58cm in front of another victim's face. it cause a damage 2m around the hypocentre of the 'explosion'. thus blinding the victim with eye-tearing paint and block the supply of precious oxygen in the nose. the trio high-fived and ran away triumphantly...

to be continued...

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2009-03-24T20:41:00.000+08:00

Hello!

I want to tell a story. its a fact-fiction story. made up of real people around us but with extraordinary life...

Chapter 1:A hero is born

it was a gloomy morning. dark thunderous clouds cover the whole sky. thunder booming could be heard in the distant. the wind blew and howl through the streets. upturning chairs, racks, anything in its path. lightning strike rapidly at the earth. targeting anything that moves like a hawk eyeing its prey. ZAAAP! an old oak tree was hit by the high voltage lightning. the tree was split apart like moses split the red sea saving the worthless peasants from the pharaoh. it was a bad omen..

biting her cracked lips, squeezing strongly her mom's hand. small specks of water form on her wrinkled forehead slowly rolling down her weathered face onto her neck and joining trails of sweat to her drenched clothes. her hair was unkempt, longing to be brush and washed properly. specks of dandruff float to the ground. twisting and turning like mayfly bugs courting one another. ARGHHH!!! she screamed. just a little bit more, exclaimed a female doctor,annie. in her womb the child smiled..

the cry of a newborn child filled the house. but not 1 child only.. it was a triplet. a bless from god. 2 boys and 1 girl. with cherry pie lips and a cute button nose. with clear blue eye. they were the perfect Aryan race. loved by many. looking on her 3 child. she smiled, breathed her last and lost grip of her mother's hand. there was joy and sadness that faithful day. a joy of 3 new lifes, but the lose of a mother's warmth..

To be Continued..

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2009-03-23T20:03:00.000+08:00

Hello!

Kiss me through the phone bby ~ :)

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2009-03-21T12:30:00.001+08:00

Hello!

hey there peeps! basically thursday and friday was a amazingly fun day. on thursday i,atiqah and musya went to orchard cineleisure to watch the thai horror film 'coming soon'. the story is about a remake of a true story of a crazy women that gouge children's eyess out. and when the villagers found out they caught her and hanged her. now her revengeful spirit is back and is killing every single person that watch the movie about her... overall rating of the movie is 9.5/10.

The next day,friday,was an outing with a bunch of people to peninsula,bugis street and marina square. it was a fun day. the people present was me,musya,roy,tep,kid,vitrun,bir,atiqah,syazwani,amok,shulaiha,tharani,shira.(name not in any order)firstly went to penin to buy my clothes and vitrun's new beg. found my shirt. vitrun didnt find any bag that he like. after that he went home. so left only 11 people. after that went to bugis for aki's full-print t-shirt. didnt find it. so we decided to go eat. half the group didnt want to eat while the other half wanted. so there was a hard time deciding. after donno how may hours(sarcasm). lol. then decided to went to marina and eat there. reached the place. wanted to discuss where to eat then everyone went inside kfc. thought everyone wanted to eat there. then everyone sat down. i bought my food. suddenly majority stand up and went to burgerking. ok. no comments on that part. haha. then left me,atiqah,musya,bir and wani. eateateat. kid went home. left the place. went to marina step. smoke. blablabla. the others came. donno y suddelny everyone became hyper. camwhore here and there. watch a group of people dancing tecktonik(i like),shuffle and jumpstyle. cool siol. after that tep n shira went home. then the remainder went to fort canning park. reach the place. went inside. had a very spiritual encounter. went out. then something happened. dont want elaborate. then went home. cant sleep. then only felt asleep at 5 in the morning. k till here. the pics are below. the pics are taken on thurs and fri. it is mixed-up. so yeah. i personally like the last pic. :)

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2009-03-17T20:33:00.001+08:00

Hello!

hye there. basically today went out with my family excluding my dad. he was working. hmm. first thing in the morning woke up at 8 to get ready. 9+ went out to interchange and took bus 30 to my grandma's house. on the way there gave a 'wake up call' to someone. haha. :) then reached there and ate prata bread. yum2! skipskipskip/ reached marina at noon. walk around look for my nike slippers which i had been wanting for like since last year november. lol. now then get. stupid recession lahr. hmm. finally around 1+ then the shop open. went in look for the colour and design i wanted. no stock. WTF! sosad lahr. but then after that went to peninsula to check if there is stock there. luckily there is but the design was not what i wanted but just grab it in case i won't get the chance to buy this fucking slipper. haha. after that went down 2nd floor and look around for my shirt. found it. bought it. chiaow. then went to geylang to accompany my grandma. boring. skipskipskip. went home. so yeah. that's what happended today. hehe. :)

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2009-03-16T21:21:00.001+08:00

Hello!

hye2. how are you peeps today? i am fine. i am writing here to tell you of my opinion on what school i want to go. thank you uncle for providing me to go for this school. i have choose school A as it is at a good location.

lol. k the para above is random. haha.

okay! today was a funfunfun day. today went swiming at Jurong East Swiming Complex with myself,syazz,nasri,sms,shira n lastly raihan! the guys met me at my block and we proceeded to take bus 185 to JE. in a blink of an eye. we reach the place. while on the way it was drizzling. the day look gloom. but when we reach it cleared up abit. when to proceed to the swimin complex. found out it was closed. WTF! in the end found out it was opening late. lol. then went to a playground to asap. met roy there. he had a hard time finding our location as he sucks at map reading. haha. no offence roy. he finally met up after 20mins. after salam-ing. roy took of everything and i and the others proceeded to cut his hair. with my hairstylist skill. roy hair was lawa. except for a patch on his fringe due to someone cuttiong it short. not me! haha. then after burning time, the place finally open. so went in and swam. sms felt the water and complained it was icy cold. but it was not. so sensitive his skin. then he went in and yelp in shock as to him it was freezing. quickly he went out and wrap himself in a towel. lol. then we swamswamswam. then the others lazy to swim anymore left me and roy only. i and roy then tried syncronise swiming. lol. suddenly he look to his right and swam towards the center of the pool which was like 1.8-2.0m. i was shocked and look that direction and to my horror saw that someone was drowning. to be exact a mat rep was drowning. then i too quickly swam to help. roy pushed the mat out of the water and the mat pushed roy underwater. roy too almost drown. lol. then i too kena the same treatment. this is what happened when someone is panicking. i and roy keep bringing the mat towards the edge while the mat's friends just watch. when the mat was near the edge then did his friends help by pulling him. by the time we saved the mat. i and roy was tired. haha. the mat2 kept thanking us. this is what they keep saying.

'thanks uhr bro. thanksthanksthanks'. haha.

the mat we saved was like wth like his expression was saying. i could have died there if not for the two guys. haha. then after thanking they went off. all of this was done without the lifeguards noticing. fuck the lifeguard. didnt even knew someone was drowning. hmm. then after that we changed and ate at KFPC. talktalktalk. then took bus home. planned to lepak with me,sms,musya,tep n shira. but tep n shira back out. so left me,sms and musya. we lepaklepaklepak. then talktalktalk and then sms asked me for someone's number as he wanted to prank them. he then requested for shulaiha's. haha. he mcg with her and said his name was ahmad stockin. when asked by shuu where he got her number. i told him to say hafiz kasot. he said it and then shuu replied this.

'jgn maen2 lahr SMS. aku mls uhr nk lyn. bye n tc.' sms replied how she knew. she said this.
'aku dpt au number kau dari hafiz kasot lahr.' haha. sms kene balek. so funny sia. haha. then blablabla. i went home. hehs. k this is what happend today. hehs. funny lahr and satisfying. im proud of myself and roy for saving someone's life. like wow sia. hehe. k till here.

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2009-03-15T21:47:00.000+08:00

Hello!

hello. i just post some pics kay. hehs.

roy posing. lol.

someone gave me this november last yr. its been 4 months. hehs. the choc tasted marvelous.

roy u know this cho rite? hah.

this is the full set. hmm.

akuma bdk blackjack.

my little bro during his 3 yrs old birthday.

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2009-03-12T17:38:00.000+08:00

I'm Back...

i decided to post again as i wanted to share what i found.

so enjoy the videos OK. :)

Also do vote which vids u like the most yeah. :D

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Remember to tag and vote the vid that u like. :)

2009-03-12T15:10:00.000+08:00

Regrets... :(

I dont know if i did the right thing..

:'(

2009-03-11T18:22:00.000+08:00

PEEEEETTTTT^!!!!

im bored. donno wad to update. bored. lol. basically just wanna sae that next week im planning and outing free for all. nxt monday going swimming at JE and the next day(tuesday) going jalan2 to this few places peninsula,bugis,marina n etc. so anybody wanna follow? feel free to contact me at my number yeah. hehs.

2009-03-08T18:15:00.000+08:00

Hell0!
hye. i decided to update again as i'm bored. haha. below are a few pics to brighten up ur dae ppl. pls do tag and vote which pic u like d most k peeps! i personally like 13 and 17. haha. :)

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2009-03-08T12:47:00.000+08:00

hello!
Yesterday went to JE swiming complex with a few friends of mine. quite fun and boring at the same time. if not due to shits floating in the pool. it would have been a very fun dae. haha. Woke up in the morning around 8 to meet roy and then lpak at my house till 10+ and met up with vitrun. after that went to maths mentor. one word. BORING. after maths end. syazz, v and i headed to je swimin complex. reach there and changed quickly and swam. then a few minutes later. another person came. hehe. he/she waited a while then change and then swam. cut story sort. after that eat at kfpc. below is some of the pic. aftr finishing eatin which took like around i donno 2hrs? lol. we proceeded to went home but i n roy change our mind and follow the other fren to somewhere to do sometin. *secret* haha. then i did someting to myself. hmm. then went home only to get scolding. haha.

overall verdict:9/10

hello! this pics below was i taken i donno when. hehe. felt like posting them. so yeah. :(

2009-03-06T13:46:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

Somebody wrote about someone ystrd. and today im gonna write bout someone too. hello. aku tk nk gado. aku ckp aje. da TERANG2 aku ckp ini view aku. da ckp pon no offence. abeh nk ckp THX bsar2 uhr? stop it sak nan sarcasm ko. pape uhr. ini view aku sendrik. ko nk terase nk ape. go ahead. no fighting. hmm.

2009-03-05T20:49:00.000+08:00

SPOTLIGHT..

hello. i donno wad to update. haha. tmr basically got xcountry. im aiming for top10 but i dont think i can get it. due to stupid habit, drained my stamina. hmm. nvm gonna get top20 hehs. k uhr. until here. and bye. hmm. bye.

2009-03-01T16:29:00.000+08:00

HeyHo!!

Nth to update. bored at home. today actually had plan to study

but it was called off. hmm. sad man. hah. nvm. so im just plain

bored. oh yar. ystd didnt get to go to atyq's bdae party. i was

sad. yup. was but now ok. hah. hmm. k until here peepies.

bye. :(

And i want to make a tatto of this on my chest.. hmm..

2009-03-01T00:14:00.001+08:00

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For me and roy. hmm. and akid. cheer up yeah bro? dont b too sad. try again yeah nxt tym. just b patient and keep on going and trying. hmm. till here peeps. :)

2009-02-27T23:43:00.000+08:00

Basically today had PDP or promotion parade. it was tiring but worth it. congrats to people that get promoted. im congratulating myself too. haha.

k this is the people that got promoted and what rank did they get.

MSG HAIQAL
MSG ARIA
SSG DANIEL(LOL)
SSG HAZWAN
SSG SYUKRI THE HORNY BASTARD
1SG ZHEN WEI
1SG RIDUAN
1SG HAIKAL(I DONT THINK HE DESERVED IT. MAYBE HIS MISAI WAS CHARMING AND THAT WAS WHY HE GOT THE RANK. LOL)
2SG NASRI(CONGRATS BUEII. U SHOULD HAVE GOTTEN 1SG NOT MISAIMAN. HMM)
2SG SYAZRUL(HAHA. AT LEAST NAIK PANGKAT EHK?)
3SGT SYED MUHAMMAD SYAFIQ
3SGT ONWARDS I DONT WANT TO SAY. LAZY. LOL.

THOSE WHO I FEEL ACTUALLY DESERVE THIR RANK ARE
HAIQAL,HAZWAN AND ZHEN WEI. THOSE WHO I FEEL SHOULD HAVE GOTTEN BETTER OR WORSE THEN THEIR PERFORMANCE ARE NASRI(BETTER), SYUKRI(ADELAHR) N HAIKAL(DEFINATELY WAY LOWER!!). LOL. NOT LIKE I HAVE ANYTHING AGAINST HIM. JUST SAYING. HAHA.

ALL IN ALL. CONGRATS TO ALL NCC CADETS THAT GOT PROMOTED!! :)

2009-02-27T21:32:00.001+08:00

LIYANA!! she forced me to do this...

Us last year. hehe.

SMS. lol.

AROY!!! NICE not? lol. roy sorie if u angry.. hehe.

I and Kid nth to do in d MRT. lolskkk

K i finish blogging. lolsk. so short? hehs.

2009-02-25T22:35:00.000+08:00

Study!!!

Basically today i study at my block there with the few people there up above. hehe. to me it was studying. but to those two, it was aparrantly lepak-ing time. haha. nvm. not much to blog. oh yar. yesterday went to penin to buy my new bag. then went to bitch road to buy rank for kid. hmm. then on the way back home in MRT i and akuma spotted a man nodding of. here's the pic. haha.

2009-02-23T17:38:00.000+08:00

this post to roy!

ehk ko tk puas ati peh uhr nan ku skaran? ehk tk uke leh ckp uhr. nk sarcastic asal? ko tk happy nan ku. nk ape2 nan ku sini uhr. oh skaran aru au nk mrh? dlu? g mampos uhr. ape ku kesah. baek peh? haha. fine aku admit. aku uat salah. aku gatal. ko tk happy? k fine. went your anger on me uhr. asal nak babitkan member kite yang laen? asal dorg kene tk uke ku, mrh ku psl hal ko? ko tk happy. ko mrh. sini uhr. ku fine with it ko nk fight nan ku. ko ad tep kan? tep ad abg sdare de kn? leh fight kan sume? k fine. turon uhr. fight nan ku. ku lone power ranger siol. kuat oi! amacam? aku da confess nie. ape lagi ko nk? nak ku kowtow kakt ko? haha. oh yeah. btw bende2 tuh kn. mmg betol uhr. tpi psl ku anggap ko brother aku, kwn ku. ku tk go ani further ehk. ku hold back oi. ku uat bodo. hmm. klu nk ikot gile aku. aku leh sial aku cam dulu sak! aku tk akan pkir kwn ke ape ke. aku leh sebat. tpi psl aku pandang ko kwn baek aku tahan. mmg aku slh aku uat gituh. tpi aku sadar peh. abeh ko? ko uat slh ade sadar ke? sarcastic ade uhr! buto uhr. alahr lpas post nie conferm BDK2 KO(akid,top,atep) sume side ko siol! haha. baek2. skaran aku da admit ehk ku salah. ape uhr ko nk uat nan ku? aku uhr korg dari dlu da tk uke aku kn? sejak psl yg maskedman nyer hal kn? haha. aku au. the pain or wound nvr really go away kn? haha. k fine. aku patah balek nan korg pon psl aku maseh nak kwn nan korg. but since that day korg maseh anggap aku kwn korg agi peh?? ade ke?? that coldness masih ade. haha. tkpeh uhr. korg tk uke aku tk kesah. aku teros terang skaran. aku skaran tk uke top! aku tk uke attitude ko,tep and kid. uke mengutok2 sgt ehk. gerek2. aku au. hmm. da puas ati? ku da ckp sume ape aku nk. aku da tules kat blog aku. aku tk hide pape. aku da teros terang kesemuannyer. ape lagi korg nak? ckp2. aslkn ko,kid,top,tep jgn nk sarcastic sdah ehk. haha.

2009-02-23T17:08:00.000+08:00

hello. k nth much happen today. juz that after school wanted to go to penin to buy something but then due to my mom. had to turn back home. grr. nvm, tmr cn still go. hmm. oh yar. juz wanna sae to certain ppl out there. sape terase ke ape2. go ahead. hmm.

i have notice this for the past few days/weeks/months. certain people judging from their way of talking or layanan, i can know that there is much tension and farking hateness in them. haha. people has start to fade away. have started to kutok mengutok. have started to talk behind my back. have started to gossip about me. have started to say bad things about me. some stories, there are some truth in it. others are just fucking fiction. i know who this people are. they talk bout me. but one mastermind is the culprit or should i say the firestarter. hehehe. he/she is one motherfucker yeah. because of him/her my friends(should i sae friends?) are not close with me animore. why? cause to them i'm a badbadbad boy. haha. enough said. i'm just lazy to say it.

oh to people who have terase about my nonok/mofo and bitch thing. oh im sorie. to clear your doubts whether u r a nonok/mofo or a bitch on my list. i shall name some people who are nonok/mofo or bitch.

nonok : atop boss/raihan
atep smiley/nasri(tpi nie dlu uhr. ku pon da tk kesah. pape ingt 28 k.
btw no offence klu ko mrh ke peh psl nie. im just thinking aloud)

mofo : atep smiley/nasri(sorie, dlu je ehk. jgn mrh. ku nk ksi ko au je. no gado2)
there are somemore but i shall not name them.

bitch : sandra. lol.
this is obviously top secret. i cant tell u. haha.

oh yar. i wanna make another list of people who apparently can be seen to drift away from me. haha. and also some that has become more closer with me.

drift away frens : aroy atep akid akuma.

closer frens : syafiq(sms) musya rihyad

k this is all i have to say. whos mad/pissed off/frustated/blown off by this post. tuh lantak ko. im just stating the facts for people to see and know. so people. be aware of this things yeah. hmm.

2009-02-21T23:09:00.000+08:00

Hye there! ive just reached home from a birthday party! haha. it was fun. alahr. lets just let the pictures do the talking. oh yar. i wanna sae the birthday gal was yasniza! happy birthday yas! :)

haha. Roy candid man.

Roy wanted to kiss me. haha!

Group pic! haha. so happy man!

im cute rite? haha. x)

haha. crazie me! xD

So! this is how i spend my day today. with a bunch of fun and crazy people! it was fun yeah. haha. :)

2009-02-18T12:43:00.000+08:00

hye there. as you guys can see i have change my blog skin. hehe. my blog now do look much brighter aint it? haha. basically i have nothing much to say. hehe. when i have the time, i will blog more. haha. k gtg. bye. :)

2009-01-11T11:47:00.000+08:00

Marriot Hotel Fine Dining

this are the pics. so let the pics do the talking alright.

behind me got bangala. lol.

d 3 guys there are inseperatable yeah. :)

Lovely 4/7

cute right? hmm..

she my cuz. so stay off her! hehe. :)

2009-01-02T21:43:00.000+08:00

hyehyehye!! thx every single person that remebered my birthday! i love u guys so much! okayy. that may sound gayy for the guys but what the heck! haha. thx 4 remebreing and wishing! hehe. every single one of u guys AND gals made my day today! so happy! x) once again thx!

2009-01-01T08:44:00.000+08:00

2009!

hie guys. its d new yr. diz is an important yr 4 us. so we better study hard and don't play around too much okay! and once again happie new yr!

2008-12-28T18:57:00.000+08:00

If u leaving me baby.. i just wanna know..

Well hello there people. basically yesterday i went out with my family. it was quite a bore. i don't like going out with my family as it is boring. We went to marina barrage just so that my little bro can have fun. it was boring there. nothing much to do. just chasing my fat little bro around and making myself wet. stupid me. before going in the barrage we went to buy ice cream and drinks. and coincidently i met her there. really, what a small world we live in. so we just smiled and move on. then we mcged alot the whole time. i was bored and she was there to keep me company. what a great friend. after i finished getting water all over my pants. i rested and moving on. i and my family went to changi to have a night snack. it was better compare to marina where i was really bored to death. we bought packed food and head of to changi beach. the wind, scenery and chatter of people camping there was peaceful and calming. finished eating. i walked alone along the beach and was still mcging with her. then as i was too tired i rested at a 'hut'. eventually fall asleep. was abruptly woken up at about 8am by my brothers. lol. i was away from my family from 2am till 8am. wow. i didnt know that. haha. so went home and slept again. and here i am in front of the com. also today is the 28th december 2008 which marks aroy's 5th month with diyana/ayie. and my 2nd month. haha. okay below are the pics i took at marina. i was bored so the pics are kind of boring.

this is the fountain. apparently i took this shot at the wrong time. with no waters shootin out.

this is my fat little bro running around in the water. he got me soaked. grr.

an this is me when i was in sec 2. i found this pic in ncc photos. haha. i do look kind of different compare to now right? or is it just me. lol.

2008-12-21T14:23:00.000+08:00

Ecp birthday party.

hiehie guys. as my mood is brightened up abit, i shall blog today. dorts. okay. firstly i want to talk about what i have been doing this past few days. i went to ecp to celebrate atep n his bro's birthday. it was fun, i and roy was accepted quite easily into atep's family and his bro's friends. so it was not so awkward. there was bbq and everything. atep's parents brought alot of food. so yeah. . i kinda stuffed myself there. haha. and somemore it was all free due to tep's generousity. haha. thx man! there we swam like crazy but it was kinda turned of due to stupid rocks,broken beer bottles and such. i dont even want to describe certain things in there. only GOD knows what was in those murky waters.. dorts. so due to the stupid rocks, we trio went further along the beach and as it was low tide, there was 'treasure galore'. so we go ahead to look for treasures. lol. we found a dead starfish with a missing limb(roy and tep was petrified of it, shall elaborate later. haha!) we found a identification card belonging to a BAIYA aka BANGALA. his name was sugeresh wanti or something like that. his face was so funny. moving on. i found alot of shoes,slippers,flip flops. but none was useable. lol. then a hairband was found which roy wear later and it made him look like a women but a hot one at that. haha. then we continue excavating the 'site' somemore and tep luckily OR unluckily found a statue of a hindu god. it was the elephant god or something. he was kinda scared of disturbing the 'sacred' spiritual being in the statue. haha. so we left it behind. nowadays people throw anything in the sea. stupid people, keep polluting the sea. i even found a bra when it was low tide. it was kinda disgusting as it had moss and seaweed on it. Yucks! wonder where that bra came from. lol. then we traveled further along and swim again. roy unluckily steped on a sharp broken beer bottle. so his foot was cut pretty badly.when we waswalking bag or limping back for roy to d bbq pit. tep chased roy with the starfis on his wakeboard. it was damn funny. they chased each other with that dead thing yet they was too scared or squemish for roy to even touch it. i on the other hand played with it. kinda fun. it's texture was like a snake skin but abit rougher. on the end they passed me the starfish as they could not trust each other to not chase one another. but it was their mistake to let me hold the starfish. in the end both of them we chased by me. it was hilarious. they were running and shouting like maniacs demanding me to stop chasing in front of a lot of people there. they ran like the was little kids chased by a big monster. lol. haha. then we rest and ate. while tep was eating i scratch his bag with the hairband i found. he thought it was the starfish. you guys should have seen his reaction. wow. damn hilarious. i and roy had stitches laughing at tep. but yeah. it was a really fun day for me. and in the end i n roy headed home.

Queenstown,Peninsula and Bugis outing.

on wednesday, we trio again went out. we first went to Queenstown to get my studs, but was dissapointed because the studs i wanted wasn't there and i was too shy to ask the salesgirls. which btw was hot. haha. so we left and headed to peninsula to buy roy's full print tee. in the end not following my plans on buying what tee i bought a tee. we trio bought the same tee. here's the pic.
cool right? haha. then we headed to our last stop, Bugis. there splurge on tees and i found my stud there! woots. so bought it and bought a somewhat leg bangle? with roy and tep. the same one again. haha. then i cut my hair. kind of funny. but nevermind. then went home. so yeah. that's all i have to say. happy roy? haha.

2008-12-20T13:11:00.000+08:00

That person still have not read my blog yet...

hello people. i know i have not updated for a long time, right?
it's just that i wanted this particular person to read my previous
post. But apparently he/she still have not. He/she went to jakarta
for a family holiday. i'm sure some of you know who the person is
by now. haha. so i'm updating due to my dearest AH FAMILY members
NOTE:AH FAMILY. hehe. okay, that was random. recently i'm just
quite frustated at a number of people due to certain reasons.
people have not been active. the holidays, the ones that are
active are only me,roy and tep. the others.. GONE. nevermind.
shall not elaborate. okay, i know this post is BORING. but
i just have no mood. next week's planning seems like a failure.
but nevermind, i shall go forward with the plans. okay. right now
my blog feels like a diary or journal. haha. the way i'm writing
this post is like writing a diary. haha. okay nevermind. there is
not much to talk about right now. basically school's reopening in
2 weeks time. one word. BOREDOM! i'm planning to have the last fun
day next monday with my friends before school reopens yet all of
them are busy. so yeah. kind of fuck up. once again NEVERMIND.
okay. i'm ending this boring post. sorry for people that wanted
me to actually post properly. but i'm just not in the mood. sorry
okay, especially to diyana/ayie/belo. haha. okay bye.

2008-11-30T10:35:00.000+08:00

Death of a friend's uncle..

at 4.30am on 28 november 2008, vitrunnova's uncle left this world to another which we know nothing of.. i and my fellow friends aroy and atep was invited by vitrunnova's mother to go to his funeral.. the reaon why she invited i.. that i do not know. i agreed. at 7.30am i arrived at vitrunnova's flat. then we made our way to woodlands which actually took around 1.5 hours. on the way there. i did not feel anything nor did i or vitrunnova grieve for the lose of his uncle. for me,simple,i'm not blood related, for vitrunnova's reason, i do not know. but all that changed when we arrived and i saw the dead body of someone i have met for the first time. when the ceremony of blessing and kissing the corpse was going through, close relatives or sons or daughters or even wives we crying moanfully was when that it struct me, it does really hurt to lose someone you love.. tears start forming from my eyes. i felt for this people here which i didnt even knew. but i forcefully hold back my tears. i ask myself, why did i started to cry? not because i'm losing an uncle but that of thinking what if that corspe was my dad? my grandfather? or even my younger brothers? would i be strong and continue living? or would i break down and cry moanfully for the person i loved asking them to wake up fully knowing they will never will.. this thought made me think. treasure who you have now.. what if u just had an explosive argument with your mother and even came to the extent of cursing her? u would not feel the regrets or the sins you have commited. what if she then run out of the house crying that their sons/daughters actually did that to them and was later knocked down by a car and died? what would we feel? was we the cause of our mother's death? do you want to live with this kind of regret and sorrow for the rest of your life? or would you rather send your beloved mother off peacefully knowing that you did not do any wrong to her? you can move on with your life slowly without your mother without regrets.. which of this do you want? so when WE or OTHERS are still alive, cherished them love them show that you care for them till the day they have to go.. do not spite people or irritate them or even curse your parents or even to the extent of bashing your parents. would you live to regret or to be free is your choice..

for muslims, ALLAH S.W.T says that heaven is below our mother's feet because who was the person that bear you for 9 months? who took care of you in there? who fed you? who defended you when people mock you? your parents espicially you mother. if your parents last memories of you is you cursing her. would she forgive you? ALLAH S.W.T is the almighty forgiver and lover yet HE could not forgive you if your mother still do not forgives you. so please i ask of you people. those who are not treasuring your loved ones especially your parents please change for the better.

my mother had 3 miscarriaged before she had me. so i am the one that is always protected by her while i'm growing up. then i do not understand why does she not allow me to play the playgrounds or have fun without her. now that i have grown and matures do i understand. she simply did want to lose another child of hers. losing 3 was painful for a mother. a father does not go through the sufferings and blessing of a mother's for 9 months.

all i'm saying is. treasure everyone around you. treasure your parents, your grandparents, your relatives, your blood related, your friends that you love, your lover, your attachments, even your teachers. for when all of them are gone. i mean really gone meaning you do not see them anymore, hear their sweet voice, their cute laughter,their lame jokes and their amazing smile.. will it struct to you that why didnt you treasure him or her? i've had alot of losses growing up. the death of my aunt whom i treat like a 2nd mother, my grandmother who took care of me since young,my grandfather who always have a sweet for me to keep me happy, my uncle who always like to play games with me and make me happy. everyone of this people is people that i loved and cared for. people that grew up with me, took care of me, helped me when i'm in trouble. everyting.. and now, they are gone. but life have to go on, only memories of happy moments and sad moments with the people we loved is left. and one day we ARE gonna die, we are gonna leave behind people we loved. never seeing them ever again till kiamat.. people don't live forever. so cherished and treasure everyone whilst they are still alive, whether young or old. treasure them...

2008-11-22T10:17:00.000+08:00

hihie!. hello dere!. sorie 4 nt updating 4 a long tym. u guys noe mie. im lazy to do diz kind of stuffs. hmm. firstlie. i wanna talk abt d pahang trip. overall it was reali fun. yeah FUN!!! kae details on d trip will b on ROY's blog. coz most of it is wad happended. im juz lazy to type. hehs. kae. i will tell abit of wad happended. kae. on 3rd dae at jeram besu i was supposedly ok to go 4 a night walk but in d end. i was SICK, y when dere is a chance to walk in the JUNGLE at NIGHT was i to fall sick?? fark sia. den d others told mie that dere were a lot of spooky stuffs dere. wad a waste!! i wanna see all this fucking ghosts. almk. realie wasted. den at jeram besu dere. i missed evryone back in SG. but most importantlie. i missed SOMEONE alot!. when we reached back to SG custom i quickly call dat person n was sad dat d person was out. sosad had to wait 4 dat person to call back. hmm. den when reaching schl in d bus. suddenlie dat person called. woots!! so happie!. taok 4 awhile oni. coz i gotta unload luggage all. den i was kinda sad looking at other ncc cadets with parents picking them up. my dad didnt come to pick me up. i bet he didnt noe when i came back to SG, BUT i was wrong! haha. suddenlie my dad called and asked whre i was coz he was worried. WOW! worried bout mie. haha. i said i was fine n dat ATOP's dad was sending mie home. when home had a swit reunion wof familie consisting of eating alot of food i brought home. den straight away called dat person n tok till god knows how long. haha. kae i donno wad tuh sae animore. lyk i said infos abt d activities can b found on ROY's blog. tata guys. n i miss school n evryone!! cant wait 4 our class BBQ. WOOTS!! bye guys. if u hav any plans on going out pls do invite mie coz im DAMN bored at home. TOODLES~

2008-11-15T05:39:00.000+08:00

hello2~ sorie guys i hav t been updating animore. juz too lazy or too tired. hmm. im nw rushin coz in juz a few minutes im gonna b on my wae to pahang. haha. kae. i gtg. tc my frens here back in singapore. gonna miss u guys. hehs. bye!!! :)

2008-10-21T17:48:00.001+08:00

i love sun ye!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anitin im sorie yeah ppl. aniwae. aku bdk baju ASK. lol. hehe.

2008-10-19T14:51:00.000+08:00

Evrytin flew by in split second. exams are over. results r back. n evrytin is so fark up. yeah i repeat. fark up. firstly my results r beyond description. i 'passed' with 'flying colours'. haiss. diz mayb my last yr as a boonlayian yet instead of swit n touching memories. im gonna hav bad memories in my days in boon lay. alot of things happen. yet i kip quiet. bt its juz too much.

y must ppl fight?? issit a fun activity to do? fights after fights kip happening. i've had enough of evrytin. is it juz so hard to speak face to face to settle a problem? y must evryone spite each other? issit so much fun? juz talk evrything out. i dont care if u guys wan to shout like a maniac. all i wan is no fightings to kip occuring. somemore we r of same race. y shud we hurt our own race? y shud we pull down our race? y shud we hate our own race? we shud do d opposite, we shud help each other out. its a bad world out dere yet y do evryone kip lashing hurtful words at one another?

kte kene ingt yg asal usul kte sume same. kte smue ade lahr umat2 melayu dan islam. knape harus kte memaki, memukol, bergadoh antara sesame nie? sesape yg kami pukol yg kami marah ad lahr sbenarnyer sdare kami. sume umat melayu ad lar same. knape lahr harus bergaduh? aku betol2 tidak paham.

haiss. sorie yeah for other race. d above para nt 4 u. hmm. my love life sucks to d core. evrytin nt goin my wae n yet all diz problems kip surfacing. wad is diz?? it is juz so hurtful.

oh yeah. n abt ah familie. if evryone kip wanting to quit. y in d 1st place did u guys even come into our familie? its kind of stupid rite if u join someone only to leave dem behind or betray dem in d end. its juz a waste of tym rite dat u love d members of ah familie. u help dem u contribute in ani wae for d well being of ah familie bt in d end juz quit juz of problems surfacing. compare to me. i hav wayyy more problems den any of d ah familie members or ex members. im actualie thinkin of 'matikn' ahfamilie yet i dont hav d heart to do it. coz i love our familie too much. easy to sae uhr. if i dont make it to nxt yr. ah familie is simple - history...

i dont noe wad to sae animore. im juz so sad. i realie nid someone yet no one is
dere. even ah familie is hurtin mie. so who can i turn to? no one. haiss.

2008-10-01T16:05:00.000+08:00

Hie! lyk my pic above sae. SELAMAT HARI RAYA to all muslims out dere. hehe. its been a long tym since i update. im lazy uhr. also i apologise to u ppl coz i private my prof. sorie2. hehs. its juz due to some annoying spammer. yar. im lazy to layan so i private lar. yet dey still came. haha. its goes to show its one of my invited frens. haha.

hmm. KAMI DARI AH FAMILIE, INGIN MENGUCAPKAN SELAMAT HARI RAYA.. MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN. hehe. juz havin fun dere. im nt gonna take credit 4 diz coz AKID WEIRDY tot of diz. he is weird. siow cabo. haha. kae lar. i nid to entertain guest now. juz blog 4 awhile oni coz of certain PEOPLE sayin my blog is dead. haha. kae lar. juz wanna sae im happie rite now. so fun. i love HARI RAYA! too bad tmr still gt exam. nid to mug quickly b4 goin of to nenek's house. hehe. kae lar. bye. gtg guys. n once again, SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

2008-09-03T21:40:00.000+08:00

YoYoYoYoYoYoYoYoYoYoYoYo. wads up g yiddy dog??

hehe. quite long i nvr blog? realie? nah. i dont think so. hehe. k lar. i donno lar. oni 2 daes passed by. hmm. nth much happened oni dat i i owaez lpak2 wif ahafamilie. okok. minority of ahfamilie. hmm. bt tuhdae was exception. we went to d library n it was quite a big group. hehe. it was fun. i planned to finish all my homework there but in d end. oni some was done. hmm. then blablabla. i went to ahlex home to help him wif cs. den wanted to went home went to my suprise, in pure coincidence i met d othrs outside my house. lol. my datok wasnt in. so juz lpak2 wif dem. it was rainin so i suggested we played cathcin. haha. it was so fun n kind of stupid running around in d rain n d othrs kip fallin lyk siow cabo lyk dat. i on d othr hand is skilled n didnt even slipped. lol. roy was somewad kind of i donno wad tuh sae. donno how many times he fall. wth. so noob. lol. hmm. alar. dats all lar. i donno wad else to sae. hmm. i love myself lar. no one else. << k diz is ADD. sorie. :)

2008-09-01T19:34:00.000+08:00

hiehiheiheiheiheihe. i donno wad tuh sae lar. haha. hmm. diz wk is d holidaes. it is so borin coz start fasting month oredie. so it spoils my 1 wk holidae lar. hmm. i hav juz finish breakfast-ing. lol. hmm. diz pass few daes is lyk a dream to mie. nth seems real. lyk i donno wad tuh sae. its lyk wth? k lar. as i donno wad tuh type animore. i let u guys read wad i hav found on d internet. k hav u guys know of any men dat is pregnant? well diz guy here is pregnant wif HIS wife's baby. hmm. lol. unbelieveble rite? haha. he is a transgendered. hmm. The bike is 31 feet 4 inches long (9 metres 57 cm). The bike is built by somebody in Russia and he did so to enter his name in the guiness book of world records which is successfully managed to do. Seems like it has 16 seats but I am sure if its brought to india, we can even manage over 100 people over it easily. I am not much sure about the engine specifics or the gearbox transmission it uses. But look like a cool thing :) Yes, this miracle happened in China and many very amused to see a Pig born with a Monkey head !! Curious people came to the owner Feng Changlin after the news spread in Fengzhang village, Xiping township in China. The pig looks just like a monkey, with two thin lips, a small nose and two big eyes. It has rear legs which are also much longer than its forelegs, causing it to jump instead of walk. The big question is whether this pig would live on ground or climb on trees when it grows up. People have suggested the owner to keep the piglet in observation.

2008-08-28T20:15:00.000+08:00

HELL-O! i am achit satsat. ahahahahaha. lol. hmm. wad happened tuhdae? i donno uhr. i havin stm nw. ahahaha. oh yat. blablabla. at schll. nth much happened. oni dat i pass my mt ca. i gt 30/50 which is a self achievement. lol. coz i kip failin my mt. its a shock for mie. roy oso passed. he gt 32/50. fuck him. hahaha. i cn c our mt tchr attitude twrds us. she seem to look us in a proud wae. lol. haha. den tuhdae chem oni 20mins which is lyk heaven n hell at d same tym coz its bored to listen to her nagging bt oso fun to b in her class as our class owaez joke2 around wif her, she oso seems dat she dont mind a few jokes here n there. hehe. den went for RSAF sorie uhr, nt RAFI. ahahaha. akid gav ideas on hw d RAFI salute shud look lyk. diz is it.

AHAHAHAHAHAHA!! x) den reach RSAF. blabla. c all d open house so borin sia. u noe nt dat it is so borin?? huh? u noe nt? wei! i'm askin u! u noe dat it is lyk so borin n un-dramatic at d open house?? ahr? oi! u noe nt? ahahaha. okeh lar. i'm bein lame. i donno y i'm feelin diz wae. lyk deres alot of energy contained in mie. lol. kae walk2 around, im bored. im bored. im bored. im bored. im tired of typind d same thing. im bored. im bored. im bored. heehehe. k lar cntinue story. suddenlie! i met 'HIM', my inspiration. here's d pic i took of him.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!! okeh3. i noe its lame. hehe. im juz bored. so i happie do stupid things lar. hehe. oh yar. cntinue story, finish RSAF den went back schll. den met atyq. sometin happen, sosad. cnt c her dat wae. hmm. den saw HER, hehe, she so cute. i donno y i felt happie aftr seeing her. hehe. den when back to mcdonald at gekpoh to mit somebody. she wanted to return sometin to mie. hmm. blablabla. went home take money bought cards for tchrs dae. hehe. den nw here i am blogging. hehe. okeh lar. i donno wad tuh sae animore.

oh yar. to aroy n ayie. happie 1st mnth!! last long yeah. hmm. okeh.

i hav a few more verbs on love n my life. hehe. i donno y nw i kip findin myself thinkin of proverbs. ahahaha.

'True love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.'

'Love is fire. But whether it's gonna warm your heart or burn your house down you can never tell.'

'If you love something, set it free. If it comes back, it was, and always will be yours. If it never returns, it was never yours to begin with.'

i personally love d last proverb, i donno y bt i feel it is mie. hahaha. okeh im goin crazy rite nw. i,erm, i,erm, i feel lyk............................

DANCIN!!!!!!!!! wakakakakakakakaka!!

hehe. okeh lar. im stoppin here. byebye. oh btw my hand i think its recovered bt my knuckle is still sunken in. WTP lar. hmm. nehmind lar. k byebye.. i love u!! u noe who u r. . hahaha. guess lar ppl. try to think who might she b. btw diz ppl r nt included in who i tell u guys to guess.(hilary,diyana,diana,idah,radiana,rafi,leslie,edric,atop)haha. x)

2008-08-27T20:15:00.000+08:00

hiehiehie. i dooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooono wad tuh write. im juz bored. coz tuhdae sometin hppnd wif me n ms shikin. hmm. u guys wanna noe? she ask mie out for dinner. lol. fake lar. hmm. i donno y i kind of feel moody nowadays. hehe. i hav mood swings. sometyms i'm easily irritated. get fired up so fast for no reason. feel lyk cryin? sad for nothin. get hyperactive for d wrg reasons, which nvr d same as d situation. i donno lar. when im wif ahfamilie, i bcome crazy. when im alone im all moody. when ppl r on gd terms wif mie i drive dem crazy. i donno lar. its juz dat when im wif ahfamilie i forget d evrytin bt when im alone i think lyk a maniac for no reasons. my attitude has coz some arguments btwn mie n certain ppl. lyk i fought wif her for no reasons. lyk roy said i could tok slowly bt calmly bt i donno y i flared up until i practically shouted at her. lol.

diz 2 proverbs r hw i describe my life now.

Why do people love the ones who hurt them and hurt the ones who loved them?

Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of confuseness, of witherings, of tarnishings.

im practically juz a crazy person rite nw. hmm. i donno, i cnt judge myself animore. i dont noe wad i wan n if dats wad i wan issit d best for mie? i donno lar. im confusedconfusedconfusedconfusedconfusedconfused.

hmm oh yar. my hand is recovering!!!!! WOHHOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! so happie. i think even if it recovers my knuckle will nt b d same animore. nehmind, if deres a fight i still hav my right hand. lol. hehe. k lar.

i juz wanna sae dat my heart is troubled bout sometin. i noe sometins gonna happen. i'm worried lyk shit. hmm.

diz lyrics is etched in my mind. donno y. i feel dat its gt sometin to do wif mie. hmm. donno lar.

Were no strangers to love
You know the rules and so do i
A full commitments what Im thinking of
You wouldnt get this from any other guy

I just wanna tell you how Im feeling
Gotta make you understand

* never gonna give you up
Never gonna let you down
Never gonna run around and desert you
Never gonna make you cry
Never gonna say goodbye
Never gonna tell a lie and hurt you

Weve know each other for so long
Your hearts been aching
But youre too shy to say it
Inside we both know whats been going on
We know the game and were gonna play it

And if you ask me how Im feeling
Dont tell me youre too blind to see

(* repeat)

Give you up. give you up
Give you up, give you up
Never gonna give
Never gonna give, give you up
Never gonna give
Never gonna give, five you up

I just wanna tell you how Im feeling
Gotta make you understand

he's my ispiration now. hehe. gonna lead d country lyk him. gonna create Singapore people's party n called it d RAFI nt NAZI. hehe. x)

2008-08-25T21:05:00.000+08:00

OUCH! my hand pain. hehe. oh yar d 1st thing i hav tuh sae is dat my blog is nt private animore. hehe. juz wanna sae i notice alot of gd OR bad things in ppl lately. hehe. juz wanna sae thx tuh all my ahfamilie members. they was wif mie through thick n thin. yhx guys. especially tuhdae Awan help mie b my socalled left hand. my hand nw realie do have become obsolete. sosad sia. i lyk handicap. lol. hehe. oh yar. Awan Cloud is d newest member of ahfamilie. he joined us n is receive warmly by mie. he received a wet kiss n a big hug. LOL. hehe. kae here's d list of ahhfamilie members.

AH FAMILIE:

Achit satsat,aroy star,atep smiley,akid kaysiow,daddy akuma,atop boss,alep fierce,ahle gangster,arai zero,ahlex noob,afiq giler,alan smith,awan cloud
ahprah boxer,amok mengamok,ayie belo,afi comot,ayan jepon,aira men,atyq squezze,ah hui siow,ah minn cute,akey donkey,ashai asadi.

yar diz is all of dem. hehe. i love all of d ahfamilie. hehe.

hmm kae diz paragraph below is juz meant 4 mie n ahminn yeah.

heii shimin. hehe. hmm. yeah its ok lar. promises r sometins left to b broken or unfulfilled rite? :) hmm. oh yar. u still hav new promises. so dont break doz kae. hehe. actualie i didnt wan tuh break wif u bt as u wanted to, i had to if not it would b a 1 sided love story rite. hehe. at least just nw u showed. c evrytin settle is much easier wad. we cleared up evrytin rite. at least nw i noe hw u feel. in fact d blow for mie today was not dat great uhr. as i undrstnd alot of things after we tok. hehe. i oso hav tuh break my promise to u. i cant love u forver rite. we hav to forget each other somedae. u hav moved on. so its my turn to move on. i hav to forget u. bt yar u still hold a special place in my heart as a fren n as an ahfamilie member. i love u shimin in a fren n familie wae yeah. i cant love u as a boyfriend so its enough to love u as a fren n familie. its enough to kip mie contented. at least i noe we will still tok yeah. unlike certain relationship dat bcome enemies aftr break up. hehe. we r still frens. so yeah do tok2 tuh mie lyk we use to. hehe. u tke cre n i love u fren! hehe. X)
once couple nw frenz. hehe. xP

2008-08-24T15:27:00.000+08:00

hie guys. i'm havin trouble juz tuh type 4 diz post. coz my left hand is fractured.
ystrd durin flag dae b4 returnin de tins i asked roy for a spar as i felt frustated n bored larr. so blablabla. spar ended, i notice my left hand was in pain. i tot mayb juz a sprain or wad lar. i could not move fingers at all. didnt think much bout it. blablablbabla. reached home wif hazwan's father help. went tuh slyp. woke up n picked up my hp usin left hand to check d tym. suddenlie a sharp pain pierced through my hand. my hp fell. n i check my hand. to my horror it was swollen badly n my middle finger's knuckle was sucken in. i was shocked lar. my left hand became obsolete sia. kept quiet abt it frm my family. den ask hazwan is it broken. he was not sure. den i had trouble dressin coz my family wanted so much tuh c d fireworks. i had tuh follow. i brought my inhaler juz in case. den when dinnertime. i had trouble eating. dats when my father notice abt my hand. den he went mad lar. scoldin mie. i made up a story sayin dat durin flag dae i played catchin n my hand hit d wall while runnin. den my father scolded mie coz of bein childish. my father checked my hand n oso didnt noe whether it was broken or fractured. at nite went my granddad house tuh check my hand. he fondle wif my hand. d pain was unbearable. i shouted lyk a mad pig(LOL). it was damn painful sia. he den confirmed it was fractured. den he had tuh donno do wad. he said my knuckle is sunken n d bone nid tuh b pull. so blablablabla(it was damn painful). den at least now i can move my fingers bt still damn painful. den my parents wanted to bring mie tuh hospital tuh semen my hand lar. i don wan sia. i scared. den ask my granddad cn bandage it n let it heal by itself nt. he said yeah can bt must b careful lar. i cnt even carry my hp or anitin wif my left hand. wad d fuck. nehmind lar.

kae heres d pic of my hand.

cn c d redness n swollenness??

kae i let u compared both my hand
c my knuckle is sunken n my hand is swollen rite?

aiyo! i'm in pain lar!!!! x(

2008-08-23T17:38:00.000+08:00

hie guys. . erm nt much tuh sae bout tuhdae. its juz flag dae. so d usual stuffs. it was borin lar. mostlie i juz slack lar. hmm. was wif ahfamilie d whole tym. erm sometin happened when we was returnin d tins. i had difficulties breathin n juz squat down lar. it got worst den i cnt breath. i juz kip quiet don wan tuh alert d othrs. den amok n akid notice sometin wrg wif mie. i was havin an asthma attack. den others gt tuh noe they crowd around mie makin my difficulties worst. den they cleared up n gave mie room. ashikin n shira was d one at my side helpin mie. den i sat at a step. den gt 1 guy donno who help mie. he instruct mie wad tuh do. i followed his instructions and thank god i found myself breathun properlie. thx whoever he was. den hazwan father fetch mie home. so kind. aniwae thx uhr evribody. alot of ppl helped mie. hehe. hmm. nobody knows d reason y i had dat attack n cried at d same tym. i think oni roy n ahlex noe. hmm. k lar i wan end here. i wan tuh rest somemore.

Ang Shi Min, if u r readin diz. i wan u tuh noe dat i love u alot n i dont wanna lose u ever again. k lar. byebye guys.

2008-08-22T20:38:00.000+08:00

heii guys. u r d oni few dat i trust enough tuh noe hw i feel n wad reali hapened tuh mie. kae sometin bad happened on tuesdae. k b4 i tell u guys dat i'm gonna tell u sometin else. i love ang shi min alot. n i hope dat i'm gonna be wif her for a long long tym lyk hazwan who is now still wif asyikin for i think around 2 yrs plus. hmm. i am jealous at their love for each othr. hmm. nehmind lar. hmm. lets continue on mondae shimin donno for wad reasons was in a bad mood. she did not tok tuh mie. i was sad lar. so nehmind. on tuesdae i donno y bt suddenlie felt wan ask her siz question. hmm. okeh lar. i DO know y i wan ask her dat question. firstlie, i was jealous as aroy n ayie/hazwan n ashikin hav such loving relationships. hmm. in ayie n aroys blog dey kip sayin tuh each othr dat dey love each othr. my gerl shimin hav nvr post in her blog indicatin dat she love mie. on d dae dat we stead she nvr sae who her guy was in her blog. i nvr tot much bout it. den i notice in her blog. her first link is akl shu hui n akl tommy. i her guy was third. nehmind lar. i giv in. dont wan xpect much lar. den i notice she lyk tuh go out wif her frens rather den mie. dats when my frustation n jealousy build up. den on tuesdae continue frm juz nw i ask her lar whether she treasure her akl more or her guy. she bluntly replied dat of course its her akl. on dat moment my mind went blank as it was a big blow tuh my already broken heart. den i juz place my bag in her class n went off for assembly. i had no mood all dae aftr learnin bout it. den had geo, i cant sit wif her if nt i will b realie emo(lyk bibi). kaekae. cntinue, 4 d whole geo lsson nvr sat wif her. den i tot n tot. i shud respect her decision lar. i love her so i shud undrstnd her fully wad. so sat beside her n tease her abit lar tuh try tuh tok tuh her. den she said SHUT UP LAR. i was so taken aback sia. sosad u knw. 2 big blow tuh my heart. i cnt take another blow if nt i may die. den i emoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemo
den aftr schl huitong tok tuh mie. i xplain tuh her lar. den she sae she will tok tuh ahmin for mie. at nite i couldnt wait dat long. i mcg shimin lar. she nvr eply for 3 hrs plus. den we tok2 den we forgot lar wad hapended lar. den since dat day. i notice a realie big change in shimin towards her attitude towards mie. she now do not allow mie tuh hold her hands animore. her gd nite mcgs dont hav i love u in dem animore. at schl she seems tuh avoid mie. den juz nw i told huitong tuh help mie find out lar wads wrg wif her. durin ncc i actualie had no mood den hazwan said tuh mie dont imagine bad things lar. he told mie tuh kip myself occupied which i did. d captains ball game realie do help mie forget bout things. den i saw shimine n huitong outside d hall. so went up tuh dem n tok2 lar. den shimin lyk avoid mie again. den huitong told mie lar wad shimin told her. i found out dat shimin now felt uncomfortable wif mie n huitong left mie wif a hanging sentence. diz is d sentence 'u hav tuh b ready for it, so dont b heartbroken uhr when she wants it' it simply means she wants tuh break wif mie. i was taken aback at diz info. i hold back my tears n juz went back tuh my frens. balablabla. pack up. den sat outside ncc rm suddenlie i rmbr d tym when shimin kiss mie n it was outside ncc rm. hence i break down n cried. ncc cadets n st jhn was dere. now i donno hw tuh face dem in future. dey thermsleve was taken aback. haish. i donno lar. i love shimin soo much n sonetin lyk diz had tuh happened. hmm. i donno wad tuh sae animore. hmm. k lar. i gtg. byebye guys. i love shimin alot n if d worst was tuh hapended i donno if i can face it. . X(

2008-08-19T21:31:00.000+08:00

hmm. i no mood tuh update.
tuhdae sometin happened. shes angry.
ignorin mie. i donno wad tuh do lar.
hmm. all i hav tuh sae tuh her is i am sorrie. .

2008-08-16T20:10:00.000+08:00

hello? hehe. sory few daez nvr update. i lazy lar. haha. bt due tuh my promise to ahminn. i update lorss. hehe. diz pass few daez nth much hapened. oni dat kid juz came back frm his camp yesterdae. he realie siow uhr. come histry lesson late den cn still smile lar a retarded freak. haha. realie soao2 in d head. haha. i realie donno wad tuh write animore. my mind is blank rite nw. hmm. oh yar. Ah Familie nw has 23 ppl in it. haha. juz 4 u guys info oni. hehe. k lar i end here. juz show u guys some vids. ehk. wait2. i tell u guys bout tuhdae. i noon went out tuh jp tuh c performance by ours truly boolayians. haha. ok lar. i tot ahminn was tuh perform bt her performance was at nite so i cnt go. coz i hav tuh go my aunt house. so borin. hmm. 4 ur info i'm updatin my blog at her house coz its lyk so borin here. alar. hari raya is juz 2 mnths away so typical of mums want tuh gt evrytin readie. siao one lar they all. wan tuh look good oni once a year. haha. dats basic of mie lazy tuh dressed up juz for sometin lyk dat. haha. if go out wif frenz or sometin den cn dress up lar, cn wear clown suit mayb a tuxedo. haha. okeh. i'm bein lame rite nw. ahaha. k lar. i'll show u guys d vids nw. hehe.
diz is damn funny. oh yar d startin is borin so u juz skip d ferst part. juz forward tuh d middle part of d clip. oh yar actualie i wan tuh upload a few more bt my aunts com gt abit of spoil2 uhr. donno y cnt upload animore. haha. k lar. i end here. wan go eat dinner liao.

diz part is for shimin. hehe.

I LOVE U ANG SHI MIN. X))

2008-08-10T21:44:00.000+08:00

hie. i lazy uhr wan upload d vid of d ndp fireworks. oso u guys wont wan tuh watch rite? haha. k lar. tuhdae i went out tuh ALOT of places. when i sae alot i DO mean alot. haha. okeh.

Summary of tuhdae:
.eat breakfast at west coast
.Went auntie house donno for wad
.went kampong jawe or java donno for wad
.went imm eat dinner
.went home tuh blog

haha. dats all lar. tuhdae was a borin dae uhr. i mostlie slept in my dad's van. so borin. haha. tmr HOLIDAE i go out wif half of d Ah familie. d othrs all no money or lazy. haha. kae lar . i wan go rest. byebye. :)

2008-08-10T09:50:00.000+08:00

hie. i'm gonna rush tings coz i'm goin out nw. hehe. i juz blog bout yesterdae yeah. SINGAPORE's BERTHDAE. hehe. i went tuh PADANG tuh watch d fireworks. i dont hav d pics of d fireworks. oni hav d vids. vids i will upload ltr kae. kae nw let d pics tell d stories. lol. PEACE TUH D WORLD. lol.

myself candid. haha.

me n mum. hot aint she?? haha.

diz is a close up pic of us. dongs.

k diz is all my familie includin auntie uncle bros n dad. still hav more bt lazy tuh take more pics. haha. typical of mie lar.

k diz is pic of d high court beside d padang. haha. i donno y d pic come out in diz angle. haha. like senget like dat. dorts.
haha. k lar. i gtg. will update vids of d fire works ltr kae. k byebye. hmm. wait2. do i look lyk a model?? haha. kk i'm lame. haha. k lar. byebye. gtg. c u. :)

2008-08-08T23:09:00.000+08:00

Tuhdae was ndp at schll. haha. had quite a fun tym. blablabla. celebrate, performance, baazar(d food was okok lar) den. . . . . . FAREAST!!!! woohooo. hehe. went dere bought a pentagram necklace. it is nice n evil. lols. Ah familie bought diz. xcept ahmin, atep, atiq n asyai(new member, she is shafiqah) ahmin wanted d same as us bt no stock oni left d red one. den she don wan lor. haha. k heres d pic of our Ah familie pentagram necklace.
nice rite?? haha. k lar. i show u guys d pics at schll tuhdae. very interestin pics. haha.
k diz is class pic. haha.

diz is mdm CHUA. she so HOT. lols. full name is Chua siew be. i tink lar lyk diz. haha.

k d 1st was leslie. den was atiq. den was mie, akuma, n roy. haha. all quite candid lar. haha.

k nw i show u guys d pics we took at our Ah familie outin yeah.

hhaahhaa. cool rite?? haha. diz is so called a first outin for Ah familie tghtr lar. lols. hehe.

OH YAR. tuhdae 080808 rite? hehe. oh well. wan knw sometin?
ANG SHI MIN is my gerl. hehe. yar we patch tuhdae. lols. she was lyk sooooooo paiseh lyk dat. i cnt stop laughing. it was lyk so funnie. haha. oh yar. shes my gerl nw so guys. steer clear frm her. LOL. haha. oh yar. forgot tuh tell sometin.

hehe. k lar. i wan slyp oreadie. my leg oso in pain. i so stupid fall down. lols. k lar.

byebye.
Achit Satsat signing off. .
lols. i so lame do diz ting. haha. oh yar. shimin, i love u. hehe. :)

2008-08-07T18:11:00.000+08:00

hiehiehiehie. yoyoyoyoyoyoyo. hehehehehehehehe. hahahahahhahahahahaha. hohohohohohohohohohohoh. huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhur. tmr is national dae. okeh nt xACTlie national dae bt a pre-national dae celebration. haha. kaekae. hw long i nvr blog?? i tink 1 wk+ issit?? haha. dat is quite long. . kaekae. . i apologise(too late too apologise... eh. . . too late. . hehe. suddenlie rmbr diz song) kae frm nw on i wont blog for too long coz gt feedback frm ah familie dat it is so tiresome tuh read my post. lols. kk. diz past few daez i donno wad happen. i forgot lar. gt short term memory oreadi coz of ahmin n aroy lar. dongs. kk. donno lar i frgt evrytin. haha. kk nehmind. oh yar. ystrd TING HUI went back his homeland oredie. lols. kk lets move on. oh yar. i do miz him abit coz of his crappin in class ma. . haha. kaekae. juz nw we gt our class t shirt. wah!! so cool. black metal sia. we gt pentagram design on d back. haha. if u guys forgt hw a pentagram look diz is it. k diz is d front a pentacle. k nw i juz let u guys c d pics lar coz i don wan type. ltr ppl complain. haha. diz is d pics i took wif roy tuhdae. haha. wad do u guys tink?? did we realie kiss or was it illusions??? lols. haha. dat i leave u guys tuh tibk bout. haha. k diz is a pic of my baby bro. his full name is Muhammad Abdul Rahman Sudais B Anuar B Awi B Subjan. haha. long rite?? short form of his name is simply M.A.R.S. haha. k diz is a pic. i tink diz may b another version/view of Ah familie's logo? so hw? Ah familie cn or nt? d 2nd logo of Ah familie? haha. diz i nth better tuh do. so i happie make lar. hehe. cool rite?? ahaks. kk nw go watch some funnie vids lar kae. haha.

N finallie i wan tuh sae diz tuh someone. . hehe. X)

2008-07-30T23:48:00.000+08:00

hiehiehie. yoyoyoyoyoyoyo. i donno wad tuh sae. hmm. k donno y nowadaes ppl suddenlie wan play DJMAX. its quite an aold game. so nw transferin d game. hmm. goin tuh show my skills tuh d othrs. dey all soooo nooOOOooOOOoob. espiciallie ahlex. so action sia him. kip boastinboastinboastinboastinboastin. lol. haha. tmr gonna show hium ma skills. lol. k bye. i wan slyp. nitenite.

2008-07-29T19:25:00.000+08:00

hie. . erm i realie no mood tuh blog. bt coz of ahlex 'persuasion' i hav tuh lar. my last post wen uhr? oh yar. last sat rite? hhmm. k cntinue story. gt thrwn out rite? k den on sundae my grandmother brought mie back tuh ma parents. den she so caring she bought for mie d bag lar dat im nw wearin. so happie. C didint i sae dat my grandmother was d best? hmm. den wen home wif parents. felt realie awkward. den at home i apologise tuh parents. both sae dat dey did nt mean tuh dou all dat. blahblahblah. den my father ANUAR tried tuh cheer mie up abit. he crack a joke lar. so i was happie again. my father is such a joker, dats whre i gt my funnie genes frm him lar. hmm. for u guys info rite. i am 1/4 scottish. my grandmother father's side is a scottish. if my grandfather were de scottish one my IC rite nw would nt b malay. haha. so lame. hmm. i realie dont knw wad tuh sae animore. hmm.............................................................................. oh yar. was happie, balhblahblahblah. nxt dae(mondae) i felt happie n energetic. was my usual self. cleared up problem wif d ahfamilie. blablablabla. den dere was anothr case. nw between mie n ahkid. wont elaborate. he nt happie coz i 'ptg jln'. bt in d ferst place i advise oreadie tuh forget bout her. tuh move on. he said yeah okeh. den mondae rite i ask if it were if i want tuh b wif her(u guys dont knw n i wont tell) he said yar okeh, he also said who am i tuh stop mie. den ask would he give mie his blessings for us. he said yes. den we shake hands n hug. was happie dat he acknwldge mie wif her. MONDAE 28/07/07 was d dae(d DAE i wont forget,special dae). n den was realie happie lar. gt her rite. love her alot man. den suddenlie nearin assemblie kid started actin strange. for no reason he kip laughin bt dere were tears in his eyes. oh fuck! felt realie guilty. cant face him. bt i was confuse coz he said he gave mie his blessins den lyk diz. den assemblie sat bside her. den she was scared coz of kid. i assure her nt tuh worrie. her fren ask mie wan smoke sheesah or nt. i sae donno. i stop smoke oreadie lar. gd boi. den told daddie n aroy tuh sound deirs den dey sound den daddie didnt get coz she sae he must have a hp ferst den cn. bt i tink she was juz realie flustered n didnt knw wad tuh sae. her face was so red like tomato. lol. den met roy outside skool. ask him hw. he donno sae wad. crazie. den aftr she board d bus i ask again. he also gt n aceptance. same dae. WOULD b same anniversary. so happie i tot dat anitin future cn celebrate our annvrsary tgthr. juz us 2 couples. haizz.. den went mcdonald. play psp,taiti,eat. i had no mood. wanted tuh tok wif kid. wan ask wads wrg all bt den he quicklie went back home. gt no chnce. den went home. felt tired n was in pain(diz aint gonna tell u, my prob,ahfamilie oso donno) den slyp. woke at 7pm due tuh baby bro shoutin in my ear n kissin mie. soswit my bro at least bttr den dat tym whre his butt was in my face. so disgustin. hehe. den check mcg. she mcg. i dont knw suddenlie we tokin bout book. i tink sub-consciouslie when sleepin replies tuh her. den evrytin was okeh for AWHILE. den on com. den sign in msn. den look at her personal mcg. so wierd. den check her blog den confuse y didnt post bout us. felt abot sad. nehmind. den ask her wads wrong
she said dat mayb we shldnt hav been tgthr at d ferst place. i was so shocked. den remain calmed lar. dats wad i am try nt tuh show too much wad i am feelin bt sometyms fail terribly. den she said she felt so guilty tuhwards kid. den i sae y shud she. if anione was at fault it shud hav been mie. den she sae donno uhr. den she said she mayb want brk. den i sae anitin uhr bt was realie hurtin inside. juz sae if dats ur decision i juz hav tuh acept it which i realie dont wan tuh. i wanted tuh b wif her. i hav even daydream bout us havin our 8 MONTH ANNIVERSARIE wif aroy n ayie(btw congrats uhr). lol nw i tink bout it was a realie wishful thought. den i sae u juz tink uhr tmrw giv mie decision. den at nite she said she thought alot n she wanted us juz tuh remains fren. den she wanted mie tuh respect her decision. i was realie so damn shocked. den juz tuh cover up my real feelins i replied hav tuh respect lar. den i said we dont brk ferst lar todae(mondae) i said brk tmrw(tuesdae). i was juz lyk givin excuses. den blahblah was tryin tuh b 'happie' mcg wif her in a so called happie mood. den she wan slyp den wish her gd nite n sae evrytin lar. i said dat love her all. waited for her tuh eply de same wae bt she didnt. donno wad tuh do. cant slyp. den i so called slept at 3am+. den woke up(nw mondae oreadie uhs). went tuh skool. asl her can mit or nt go in skool tgthr. den she oreadie went inside. control feelins. no mood sia at skool. den nvr even tok tuh kid. he is makin mie his enemy. k nw i n her is i donno so called break oreadie rite? den i was oreadie no mood n so sad. den durin lesson she was lyk happie lar. hmm. was abit happie c her nt moody or anitin. at least shes happie. haishh.. den aftr history went tuh class. was feelin reali emotional. gonna hav a breakdown anitime. den went into class. den ayie all ask wads wrg wif kid. ignore dem cnnt tahan oreadie. i was tellin myself tuh b strong. dont do diz stupid ting in class. at least somewhre dat ppl wont c mie. den ayan all n afie asl mie wads wrg. dey sae yesterdae was happie den y tuhdae lyk diz. ignore dem.... den u guys in my class knew wad happen rite?? haishh... realie cnnt take it animore. realie was so sad. den i was blinded by all d water. haha. cnt c whos in front behind side all lar. den evrbodi was sayin chill lar. dont lyk diz uhr. i oni saw atep's face. he was squattin down in front of him. so cute lar him. hes my bro aftrall. hehe. den evrybodi kip tappin my back i was tinkin wad d pong? is dat suppose tuh make mie feel bttr? haha. realie funnie moment. bt was realie touched dat quite a number of ppl DO care for mie. didnt c kid around mie. felt realie sad coz he didint even consoled me. i knw he;s hot wif mie. i undrstnd. den zabir n daddie didnt console mie bt i undrstnd. dey wanted tuh giv mie space. love dem lotz. hehe. den teacher come. new tchr. i miss hasnita. at least seh teach cn undrstnd. diz 2 stupid tchr is so lyk dumb. donno hw tuh teach. haha. den regained composure. maintain myself. tinghui n ahlex ask mie if i was okeh. soswit dat dey cared. at least dey knw dat i was cryin over her. nt over some othr lame reasons. lol. den PE. i was donno in a dazed. evrtyin around mie was a blur. gt shouted by sexy butts(mdm rohimah) a few tyms tuh pay attention. den played volleyball wif daddie n aroy. had fun, forgot bout evrytin 4 awhile. den PE ended. go buy water. was walkin den suddenlie atai was callin mie. managed tuh force a smile bt dont knw if it came out rite. haha. walk tuh class. johnny tan class,easy come easy ghost. didnt hav mood tuh studdie. den zabir told mie dat she was confuse nid tym tuh tink, i dont knw lar hw. bt most probablie is we brk lar. bt i look at d situation lyk we brk oredie. so dont knw lar. i am juz preparon for d worst wich i dread. if she is readin diz den i am goin tuh sae i will giv u tym tuh tink lar. when u tink u r readi tuh tell mie d answr u tell lar. hmm. durin mr tan lesson juz slept. thx ayan n jaymien, dey back mie up. said tuh mr tan dat i was sick which was a fake. i was juz plain lazy juz wanted tuh slyp tuh try forget evrytin. den recess. realie no mood. ahfamilie so caring offered tuh treat mie as i had no money(coz of splurgin). i politelie decline coz no mood tub eat. den was geography. dont knw hw tuh face her. so told ahfamilie dat im nt goin in class. no mood. anitin ms shikin(shes cute) ask juz kip quiet. den was juz sittin quietlie at d place were d dentist truck or sometin use tuh b dere. was at peace no one dstrbin mie. den bir n daddie persuade mie tuh go in class. didnt want tuh. den saw elaine comin towards. so was forced tuh. den walk wif dem twards class den i peng right n sat at d staircase. realie no mood. den aftr awhile had tuh go in. den sat behind. gt result. i failed ss bt passed geo wich i didnt expect dat i failed coz nvr studie. den ms shikin(shes cute) was praising mie sae at least i try tuh studie which was false. haha. den mt. i no mood juz sat outside. den tchr called tuh go in. den walk lyk stupid lyk dat so slow. mly tchr was lookin at mie lyk wth. no mmod. gt mt result. i failed by 3 marks. sat behind. slept. tep sat wif mie. told him big story. den he so kind my bro wad go tok wif kid. den dont knw wad. den tep xplain dat kid tot dat i was jokin wen i sak if he let mie b wif her. den dats d reason he mad at mie. coz he thought dat i stole her awae frm him which i didnt coz gt ask for his permision wad. den physics remedial den chem remedila oso. den kid apologise tuh mie. glad dat evrytin was okeh wif him bt still sad coz tym cant b turned back.hmm. den went ayie house do project den went home n now here i am bloggin. i realie dont knw wad tuh sae animore. all of diz i leave tuh fate tuh decide d outcome.

wanted diz tuh b us. haish.. lets c wad may happen. hav tuh face d music.
i love her bt if tings turn out d wae i dread.. den.. haha. hav tuh continue my own journey. .